As she spoke, she shut her fan with a sharp click, and then it
flashed upon me that it had never ceased its pendulous motion until
that instant. It was a strange idea to strike me then, but a
stranger yet succeeded. Was it that I heard a low mocking laugh
within the box as I stepped out into the passage? I cannot clearly
tell; perhaps it is but a fancy conjured up by later reflection on
that meeting and its consequences. I only know that as I bowed and
left her, the vision that I bore away was not of the gleaming gems,
the yellow face, the white hair, or waving fan, but of two coal-black
and impenetrable eyes.
I sought my place, and dropped into the seat beside Tom. The fourth
act was beginning, so that I had time to speculate upon my interview,
but could find no hope of solution. Finally, I abandoned guessing,
to admire Claire. As the play went on, her acting grew more and more
transcendent. Lines which I had heard from Tom's lips and scoffed
at, were now fused with subtle meaning and passion. Scenes which I
had condemned as awkward and heavy, became instinct with exquisite
pathos. There comes a point in acting at which criticism ceases,
content to wonder; this point it was clear that my love had touched.
The new play was a triumphant success.
"So," said Tom, before the last act, "Claire carries a yellow fan,
does she? I looked everywhere for you at first, and only caught
sight of you for an instant by the merest chance. You behaved rather
shabbily in giving me no chance of criticism, for I never caught a
glimpse of her. I hope she admired--Hallo! she's gone!"
I followed his gaze, and saw that Box No. 7 was no longer occupied by
the fan.
"I suppose you saw her off? Well, I do not admire your taste, I must
confess--nor Claire's--to go when Francesca was beginning to touch
her grandest height. Whew! you lovers make me blush for you."
"Tom." I said, anxious to lead him from all mention of Claire,
"you must forgive me for having laughed at your play."
"Forgive you! I will forgive you if you weep during the next act;
only on that condition."
How shall I describe the last act? Those who read "Francesca" in its
published form can form no adequate idea of the enthusiasm in the
Coliseum that night. To them it is a skeleton; then it was clothed
with passionate flesh and blood, breathed, sobbed and wept in purest
pathos; to me, even now, as I read it again, it is charged with the
inspiration of that wonderful art, so true, so tender, that made its
last act a miracle. I saw old men sob, and young men bow their heads
to hide the emotion which they could not check. I saw that audience
which had come to criticise, tremble and break into tumultuous
weeping. Beside me, a greyheaded man was crying as any child.
Yet why do I go on? No one who saw Clarissa Lambert can ever
forget--no one who saw her not can ever imagine.
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