I am the more concerned with advertising the reader of this, as on
looking back upon what I have written with an eye as far as may be
impartial, I have not failed to note one obvious criticism that will
be passed upon me. "How," it will be asked, "could any boy barely
eight years of age conceive the thoughts and entertain the emotions
there attributed to Jasper Trenoweth?"
The criticism is just as well as obvious. As a solitary man for ever
brooding on the past, I will not deny that I may have been led to
paint that past in colours other than its own. Indeed, it would be
little short of a miracle were this not so. A morbid soul--and I
will admit that mine is morbid--preying upon its recollections, and
nourished on that food alone, cannot hope to attain the sense of
proportion which is the proper gift of varied experience. I readily
grant, therefore, that the lights and shades on this picture may be
wrong, as judged by the ordinary eye, but I do claim them to be a
faithful reproduction of my own vision. As I look back I find them
absolutely truthful, nor can I give the lie to my own impressions in
the endeavour to write what shall seem true to the rest of the world.
This must be, therefore, my excuse for asking the reader to pass by
fourteen years and take up the tale far from Lantrig. But before I
plunge again into my story, it is right that I should briefly touch
on the chief events that occurred during this interval in my life.
They buried my father and mother in the same grave in Polkimbra
Churchyard. I remember now that crowds of fisher-folk lined the way
to their last resting-place, and a host, as it seemed to me, of
tear-stained faces watched the coffins laid in the earth. But all
else is a blurred picture to me, as, indeed, is the time for many a
long day after.
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