Sylvia? He couldn't be sure. Probably she was human. It wouldn't make
any difference. There was nothing he could do through her. Either she
was part of the game or she really thought him mad.
Dane tried the window again, but it was hopeless. There would be no
escape this time. Buehl couldn't risk it. The shock treatment--or
whatever Buehl would use under the name of shock treatment--would begin
at once. It would be easy to slip, to use an overdose of something, to
make sure Dane was killed. Or there were ways of making sure it didn't
matter. They could leave him alive, but take his mind away.
In alien hands, human psychiatry could do worse than all the medieval
torture chambers!
* * * * *
The sickness grew in his stomach as he considered the worst that could
happen. Death he could accept, if he had to. He could even face the
chance of torture by itself, as he had accepted the danger while trying
to have his facts published. But to have his mind taken from him, a step
at a time--to watch his personality, his ego, rotted away under him--and
to know that he would wind up as a drooling idiot....
He made his decision, almost as quickly as he had come to realize what
Buehl must be.
There was a razor in the medicine chest. It was a safety razor, of
course, but the blade was sharp and it would be big enough. There was no
time for careful planning. One of the guards might come in at any moment
if they thought he was taking too long.
Some fear came back as he leaned over the wash basin, staring at his
throat, fingering the suddenly murderous blade. But the pain wouldn't
last long--a lot less than there would be under shock treatment, and
less pain. He'd read enough to feel sure of that.
Twice he braced himself and failed at the last second. His mind flashed
out in wild schemes, fighting against what it knew had to be done.
The world still had to be warned! If he could escape, somehow ... if he
could still find a way.... He couldn't quit, no matter how impossible
things looked.
But he knew better. There was nothing one man could do against the
aliens in this world they had taken over. He'd never had a chance. Man
had been chained already by carefully developed ridicule against
superstition, by carefully indoctrinated gobbledegook about insanity,
persecution complexes, and all the rest.
For a second, Dane even considered the possibility that he was insane.
But he knew it was only a blind effort to cling to life. There had been
no insanity in him when he'd groped for evidence in the coffin and found
it empty!
He leaned over the wash basin, his eyes focused on his throat, and his
hand came down and around, carrying the razor blade through a lethal
semicircle.
* * * * *
Dane Phillips watched fear give place to sickness on his face as the
pain lanced through him and the blood spurted.
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