Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 1 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 1 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
pride of the Miltonic Lucifer himself, wherefore the peaceful union
of two Jerninghams was an impossibility, said one faction. But the
majority were inclined to believe Mr. Jerningham in some manner guilty.
Neither his youth nor his middle age had been spotless. Too proud and
too refined to affect coarse vices or common dissipations, he had done
more mischief and had been infinitely more dangerous than the common
sinner. The master of a ruined household had cursed the name of Harold
Jerningham, and innocent children had grown up to blush at the mention
of that fatal name. For three-and-forty years of his life he had been
a bachelor, and had laughed at the men who bartered their liberty
for the sake of a wife’s monotonous companionship and the prattle of
tiresome children. He had not been a deliberate sinner--indeed, the
deliberate sinners seem to be a very small minority, and even the
man who poisons his wife with minim doses of aconite will tell the
gaol-chaplain that he was a poor, weak creature, led away from time to
time by the impulse of the moment. The Tempter took him by the hand,
and drew him on, foot by foot, to his destruction. There is a thick and
blinding fog for ever hanging over that fatally easy slope which leads
to Avernus, whereby the traveller cannot perceive what progress he has
made upon the dreadful downward road.
Mr. Jerningham had not been a deliberate sinner. He was not
altogether vile and wicked. He was too selfish a man not to wish for
the approbation of his fellow-man; he was too much of a poet and
an artist not to perceive the loveliness of virtue. He was not an
honourable man, but he knew that honour was a very beautiful thing
in the abstract, and he had a vague sense of discomfort when he acted
dishonourably--just such an unpleasant sensation as he would have felt
if he had worn an ill-fitting coat or an ill-made boot. He was not
without benevolence, and could even be generous on occasion; but in
all his useless life he had never sacrificed his own enjoyment for the
good of another. He had taken his pleasure--all was told in those few
words--and if pleasure was only to be had at the cost of evil-doing,
he had shrugged his shoulders regretfully, and paid the price. He
had gathered his roses, and other people had been inconvenienced by
the thorns. The roses were still blooming about his pathway, but Mr.
Jerningham no longer cared to pluck them. A man may grow tired even
of roses. His marriage had been the result of one of those generous
impulses which redeemed his character from utter worthlessness. A
kinsman had died in Paris, in the extreme depths of patrician poverty,
leaving behind him a very lovely daughter, and a letter addressed to
Harold Jerningham. The lovely daughter came to London, unattended,
to deliver the letter, which she presented with her own hands to the
elegant bachelor of three-and-forty. If she had not been a Jerningham,
there is no knowing what story of sin and folly this interview might
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