Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 1 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 1 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
That was an ardent and an ambitious spirit which shone out of Eustace
Thorburn’s gray eyes; but if the fiery sword had chafed the scabbard
a little during three years of academical routine and Villebrumeuse
monotony, the young man had been patient and contented withal. There
was a public library in Villebrumeuse to which the tutor had free
entrance, and in the mediæval chambers of this institution his leisure
had been spent. That dreamy idleness amongst good books had been very
pleasant to him; his work in the academy was endurable, despite its
tedious and laborious nature; and he had a lurking tenderness for the
quaint old city, the slow canals overshadowed by green trees, the
simple people, and the old-world customs. Thus, if there were times
when the eager spirit would fain have soared to loftier and fairer
regions, the young student and teacher had not been altogether unhappy
since his destiny had brought him to this place to earn his bread
amongst strangers.
Amongst strangers? Were the inhabitants of this Belgian city any
more strange to him than all the other inhabitants of this populous
earth--except the one man and woman who made the sum-total of his
kindred and friends? Amongst strangers? Why, if the statue of Van Eyck
could have descended from yonder pedestal, to walk in the streets of
the city, the animated effigy could scarcely have been a lonelier
creature than the young man who passed to and fro athwart the sloping
shadow on the flags this July afternoon.
Looking backward, through the shadows of the past, how many of those
images, familiar to most men, were wanting in the mystic pictures that
memory presented to Eustace Thorburn! Memory, let him question her
never so closely, could not show him any faint tracing of a father’s
face flickering dimly athwart the half-consciousness of infancy.
Nor could he, in surveying the events of his childhood, recall so
much as one visit to a father’s grave, one accidental utterance of a
father’s name, one object, however trivial, associated with a father’s
existence--a picture, a sword, a book, a watch, a tress of hair. The
time had been when he had been wont to question his mother about this
missing father; but that was long ago. The time had come, and too
quickly in this young man’s life, when a precocious wisdom had checked
his questioning, and he had learned to refrain from all reference to
a father’s name, as the one subject, of all others, most scrupulously
to be avoided by his lips. He was twenty-three years of age, and he
had never been told his father’s name or position in the world. For
the last ten years of his life it had been a common thing for him to
lie awake in the solemn quiet of the night, thinking of that unknown
father, and wondering whether he were alive or dead. He knew that he
had no claim to the name which he bore, and that he had as good a right
to call himself a Guelph or a Plantagenet as he had to call himself
Thorburn.
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