Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 2 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 2 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
LAURENCE DESMOND had received a whole packet of invitations to
country-houses, where Christmas was to be kept with something of the
traditional warmth and joviality, and with ample entertainment in the
way of carpet-dances, and amateur concerts, and impromptu comedies
in the style popular at that Italian theatre which was so dangerous
a rival to the house of Molière. But to all such invitations Mr.
Desmond had returned the same kind of answer. The laborious duties of
the _Areopagus_ kept him prisoner in town, and would so keep him
throughout the winter.
This was what the editor told his friends, but the fact was that
Mr. Desmond dared not indulge any natural yearnings for jovial
hunting-breakfasts, or private theatricals, or country gatherings of
pretty girls and hard-riding young men. He was bound to devote all
Christmas leisure to the society of Mrs. Jerningham. The lady received
her share of invitations from the chiefs of those very houses to which
Mr. Desmond was bidden, but elected to refuse all.
“I do not care to be stared at and gossiped about, as if I were some
kind of natural curiosity,” she said, when she discussed the subject
with her friend. “The men watch you with malicious grins whenever you
are decently civil to me, and the women watch me with more intense
malice whenever you talk to other women. There are times when we are
compelled to walk upon red-hot ploughshares, and then, of course,
_noblesse oblige_, we must tread the iron with a good grace. But I
don’t see why we should go out of our way to find the ploughshares.”
“My dear Emily, you insist on looking at everything in this bitter
spirit.”
“I know the world in which I live.”
“I think the world has been extremely gracious to you.”
“Perhaps so; but the world has taken care to let me know that I
am accepted on sufferance. Your position in literature, and Mr.
Jerningham’s fortune, sustain a platform for me, but it is a slippery
platform at best. I am happier in my own house than anywhere else.”
“But unhappily you are not happy in your own house.”
“At any rate, I am less miserable.”
Mr. Desmond shrugged his shoulders. He felt that his burden was growing
heavier day by day, but he could not find it in his heart to be hard
upon this beautiful woman, whose worst error was to love him with a
jealous, suspicious love that made her own torment and his.
And by and by, when the demon of discontent had been exorcised, Mrs.
Jerningham grew animated and gracious, and put on her sweetest smiles
for the man she loved.
“You will spend Christmas Day with me, Laurence, will you not?” she
pleaded. “I suppose I shall be honoured by your society on that day
_at least_?”
The little, piteous air with which she uttered the last words, was
scarcely justified by circumstances; since Mr. Desmond spent always one
day, and sometimes two days a week at the Hampton villa.
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