Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 3 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 3 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
Having once enlisted Mrs. Jerningham’s friendship for Lucy Alford, Mr.
Desmond felt that the young lady’s fortunes had passed out of his care.
Already Emily had shown herself so kind and generous that it would have
been base ingratitude to doubt her charity in every new emergency. He
therefore held himself aloof from Lucy and her father, and only from
Mrs. Jerningham did he hear how it fared with the girl in whose fate he
had taken so benevolent an interest. But while he made no overt attempt
to comfort or assist her in the hour of trial and trouble, he thought
of her, and pitied her, with a constancy that was at once perplexing
and unpleasing to his own mind.
“Poor little thing!” he said to himself, when he thought of the
motherless girl watching the fading hours of her sole protector. And
he wondered to perceive how much tenderness it was possible to infuse
into those three common words. “Poor little thing! Tristram Alford
cannot last many weeks--that is certain. And then--and then? She will
be left quite alone in the world. And she must suppress all sign of her
natural grief, and enact one of _those ladies_--ever so slightly
expurgated--in _Côtelettes sautées chez Véfour_. What a dreary
present! what a hopeless future!”
And at this point Mr. Desmond would dig his pen savagely into the
paper, destroy the quill of an unoffending goose, and fling it from him
in a sudden rage.
“What is it to me?” he asked himself. “There are hundreds of friendless
girls in London for whom the future is as hopeless. Am I going to turn
Quixote, and ride a tilt against the windmills of modern civilization?”
One morning in February the editor of the _Areopagus_ found
an envelope edged with deepest black upon his breakfast-table. It
contained a brief despairing scrawl from Lucy, smeared and blotted with
many tears. Death had claimed his victim. The third seizure had come,
and all was over.
“I cannot tell you how kind Mrs. Jerningham has been,” wrote the
mourner; “all is arranged for the funeral. It is to take place on
Friday. My poor dear will rest in a pleasant spot. It is very hard to
bear this parting; but I think it would have seemed harder to me if he
had died in London.” And then followed little pious sentences, in which
faith struggled with despair.
“He was always good and kind,” she wrote; “I cannot recall one cross
word from his dear lips. He did not go to church so regularly as
religious people think right; but he was very good. He read the Bible
sometimes, and cried over it; and wherever we lodged, the little
children loved him. It was not in his nature to be harsh or unkind. May
God teach me to be as good and gentle as he was, and grant that we may
meet some day in a happier world!”
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