Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 3 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 3 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
To Lucy, the delight of these excursions was a single ineffable
pleasure. She knew that this bright, brief existence in _his_
company was to occur once in her life, and once only. Again and again
she told herself this; but she could not help being dangerously happy.
The river, the sunshine, the landscape, the perfumed air that crept
over banks of wild-thyme,--for, thank Heaven, in spite of the builder,
the wild-thyme does still blow on banks we know, not twenty miles from
London,--all these things of themselves would have made her happy; but
to these things Laurence Desmond’s presence, his low, kind voice, his
ever-thoughtful care, lent a new sweetness.
In plain truth, this penniless orphan-girl had most innocently and
unconsciously fallen in love--or learned to love the man who had
befriended her. Of that kindly, compassionate assistance which Mr.
Desmond had given in all singleness of heart, _this_ was the fatal
fruit. From the first he had felt a vague consciousness that danger
might lurk in this association; but the full extent of that peril he
had never foreseen. It was danger to himself he had dreaded. The
girl’s helplessness had touched him, her gratitude had melted him, her
pretty, innocent, almost reverential looks and tones had flattered him.
He knew now that the hazard of his own feelings had been less than the
peril of hers. By signs and tokens, too subtle and too delicate for
translation into words, the fatal secret had been revealed to him.
He knew that he was beloved; that this affectionate, innocent heart
was his; that this fresh young life might be taken into his keeping
to-morrow, to brighten and bless his own until the end of his earthly
pilgrimage. Yes; this dear little creature, with her soft, winning
ways, and dove-like eyes, he might have claimed for his wife to-morrow:
if he had been free. But on him there was a tie more binding than
marriage, a chain that no divorce could break--the bondage of his
honour. As Lancelot sadly bade farewell to the lily maid of Astolat, so
Laurence, in the silence of his heart, put away from him the dream and
the hope that he would fain have cherished.
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