Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 3 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 3 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
He kissed her--the fair young brow, the eyelids wet with tears. Mrs.
Jerningham heard that unmistakeable sound, as of song-birds in an
aviary; and if a wish could kill, there would have been a swift and
sudden foreclosure of two fair lives.
“_You_--YOU love me!” faltered Lucy in a whisper.
It was too sweet. Ah, yes; a brief delicious dream, no doubt, thought
Miss Alford.
“Yes, dear, with all my heart I love you,” answered Laurence Desmond,
putting her suddenly away from him, with a solemn gesture, symbolical
of eternal divorcement. “I love you, my dearest and best; but you and
I can never be more to each other than we have been--never again so
much; for at least we have been together--and for me even _that_
happiness must never be again.”
Lucy looked at him wonderingly, but she did not speak. She was overcome
by the one stupendous fact of Laurence Desmond’s confession. He loved
her! After this the deluge. If the peaceful rippling river had arisen,
mighty as old Nile, to sweep all the villas of Hampton to the distant
sea, she would have submitted to the swift destruction, and have deemed
herself sufficiently blest in having lived to hear what she had heard.
This is how girlhood loves. Unhappily, or it may be happily, such love
as this--simple, single, passionate as its sister poetry--perishes
with girlhood. The woman’s Love is a compound of many passions, claims
cousinship with Pride and Self-esteem, and owns an ugly half-sister
called, by her friends, Prudence, by her foes, Calculation.
“My dear, I love you,” continued Laurence with gentle gravity, and
with the air of a man who has resolved on a full confession. “When
first your father called me to your aid, I came, pleased at the idea of
serving an old friend, but with the vaguest possible recollection of
the pretty little girl I had seen running after butterflies at Henley.
I came, and I found my little butterfly-huntress transformed into a
fair and loving creature, whose unselfish nature was revealed in every
look and thought. For a long time I had no thought, no consciousness of
such a thought, except the honest desire to help you, to the best of my
power, in the difficult career you had chosen for yourself. How shall
I tell you at what moment this friendly interest grew into a warmer
feeling, when I cannot explain the change to myself? I only know that
I love you; and that if I were free, as I am not, I should sigh for no
sweeter home than one to which you would welcome me.”
For a few moments he paused, looking fondly at the sweet blushing face,
downcast eyelids heavy with tears, and then went on steadily:
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