Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 3 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 3 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
“Yes; I am a little tired.”
It would seem as if Lucy too were tired, for she also was silent, and
sat watching the changing landscape with a thoughtful gaze. But upon
her silence Laurence Desmond made no remark. She had, indeed, been
silent and thoughtful all the day, and yet not unhappy. Unhappy!--he
loved her! She had been telling herself that fact over and over again,
with ever-delightful iteration. He loved her! To know that it was so
constituted an all-sufficient happiness.
The water-journey with one pair of sculls between Chertsey and Hampton
is a long one, and many are the locks which arrest the swift progress
of the voyager, and often echoes the cry of “Lo-o-óck!” over the quiet
waters; but so bright and changing is the landscape, so soothing the
influence of the atmosphere, that the voyager must be dull indeed who
finds the way too long.
The changing banks shifted past Mrs. Jerningham like pictures in a
dream. A profound silence had fallen upon the boat. The rower dipped
his oars with a measured mechanical motion, and his grave face might
have been the countenance of Charon himself, conveying a boatload of
shadows to the Rhadamanthine shore. To Emily it seemed as if they were
indeed voyagers on some mystic, symbolical river, rather than on the
friendly breast of Thames. The end of her life had come. What had she
to do but die? All that she held dear--the one sustaining influence of
her weak soul, the very keystone of the edifice of her life--this she
was to lose. And what then?
Beyond this point she could not look. That a dismal duty, a bitter
sacrificial act, must be performed by her, she knew. But that by the
doing of that act she might possibly attain peace, consolation, release
from a long and harassing bondage, she could not foresee.
“I will give him up,” she said to herself; “soon--to-night. It is like
the bitter medicine they made me take sometimes when I was a child. I
cannot take it too soon.”
And then she looked at Lucy, and her lip curled ever so little as she
scrutinized the fair but not altogether perfect face.
She measured her charms against those of her happier rival, and told
herself that all the advantage was on her own side. And yet, and
yet--this fair-faced girl was dearer to him, by an infinite degree,
than she who had loved him so many years.
While silence still held the voyagers as by a spell, the rain came
splashing heavily down, and the perils of the journey began. They had
not yet reached Sunbury, and some miles of winding water lay between
them and Hampton.
“I am afraid we are in for it,” Laurence said. “We had better land at
Sunbury, and get back in a fly.”
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