Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 3 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 3 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
“I burst into a savage laugh, and when E. pressed me with questions,
I told him the whole story. He, too, laughed aloud, but with evident
enjoyment. And then he told me how my wily enchantress had borrowed his
rustic retreat, and had come to these remote fastnesses in order to
exasperate poor vacillating V. into a tangible offer, and how she had
succeeded.
‘I was staying with another fellow further south,’ said my friend, ‘and
received a few lines from madame the day before yesterday, resigning
possession of my shanty, and announcing her approaching espousals; “you
must come for the shooting at the Towers next autumn,” she said, in
her postscript. Begins to patronize already, you see.’
“After this E. insisted on detaining me to dine with him. Our dinner
was ill-cooked, ill-served; and my friend’s conversation was a mixture
of London gossip and Norwegian sporting experiences. How I loathed the
empty, vapid talk! How I envied this mindless animal his barbarous
pleasure in the extermination of other animals, little inferior to
himself! I went back to my own quarters in a savage humour, and it
seemed to me that my anger included all womankind.
‘I have been fooled and deluded by one woman,’ I said to myself; ‘I
will not give myself a prey into the hands of another. C. has chosen to
inaugurate our separation. I will not attempt to reverse her decision.
My duty I am prepared to do; but I will do no more.’
“Thus resolved, I seated myself at my rough study-table, and wrote a
long letter to C.--a very serious, and I think a sufficiently kind,
letter--in which I set forth the state of my own feelings. ‘I had hoped
that we should find perfect happiness in each other’s society,’ I
wrote, in conclusion; ‘I need scarcely tell you that hope has been most
cruelly disappointed. You were the first to show that our happiness was
an impossibility. You have been the first to sever the tie which I had
fondly believed would be lasting. I accept your decision; but I do not
consider myself absolved from the duty of providing for your future.
For myself, I shall leave Europe for a wilder and more interesting
hemisphere, where I shall endeavour to find forgetfulness of the bitter
disappointments that have befallen me here.’
“I then told C. how I designed immediately to open an account for her
at a certain bank, upon which she would be at liberty to draw at the
rate of four hundred a year.
‘Have no fear for the future,’ I wrote; ‘a lady with a settled income
of four hundred a year can find friends in any quarter of the globe,
and need never be troubled with impertinent inquiries about her
antecedents. I shall always be glad to hear of your welfare; and if you
will keep me acquainted with your whereabouts--letters addressed to the
“Travellers” will always reach me--I shall make a point of seeking you
out on my return to England.’
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