Frank had the wild conviction he was losing the battle, and added
strength came from somewhere. He heaved and there was a scream and he
knew he had at least one finger caught between the door and the jamb. He
threw his weight against the door with frenzied effort and heard the
squash of the finger. The voice kited up to a shriek of agony, like that
of a wounded animal.
Even with his life at stake, and the life of Nora, Frank could not
deliberately slice the man's fingers off. Even as he fought the urge,
and called himself a fool, he allowed the door to give slightly inward.
The hand was jerked to safety.
At that moment another door opened close by and Jim Wilson's voice
boomed: "What the hell's going on out here?"
Simultaneous with this, racing footsteps receded down the hall and from
the well of the stairway came a whining cry of pain.
"Jumping jees!" Wilson bellowed. "We got company. We ain't alone!"
"He tried to get into my room."
"You shouldn't have opened the door. Nora okay?"
"Yeah. She's all right."
"Tell her to stay in her room. And you do the same. We'd be crazy to go
after that coot in the dark. He'll keep 'til morning."
Frank closed the door, double-locked it and went back to Nora's bed. He
could hear a soft sobbing. He reached down and pulled back the covers
and the sobbing came louder. Then he was down on the bed and she was in
his arms.
She cried until the panic subsided, while he held her and said nothing.
After a while she got control of herself. "Don't leave me, Frank," she
begged. "Please don't leave me."
He stroked her shoulder. "I won't," he whispered.
They lay for a long time in utter silence, each seeking strength in the
other's closeness. The silence was finally broken by Nora.
"Frank?"
"Yes."
"Do you want me?"
He did not answer.
"If you want me you can have me, Frank."
Frank said nothing.
"I told you today that I tried to commit suicide. Remember?"
"I remember."
"That was the truth. I did it because I was tired of everything. Because
I've made a terrible mess of things. I didn't want to go on living."
He remained silent, holding her.
As she spoke again, her voice sharpened. "Can't you understand what I'm
telling you? I'm no good! I'm just a bum! Other men have had me! Why
shouldn't you? Why should you be cheated out of what other men have
had?"
He remained silent. After a few moments, Nora said, "For God's sake,
talk! Say something!"
"How do you feel about it now? Will you try again to kill yourself the
next chance you get?"
"No--no, I don't think I'll ever try it again."
"Then things must look better."
"I don't know anything about that. I just don't want to do it now."
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