journey, sir!" he said with a theatrical bow. "Gentlemen, I have the
honour of serving you!" he called out immediately after, with his arm
upraised, and he acted as if business were in full swing, although no
one else was there to require his attention. Aschenbach returned to the
deck.
With one arm on the railing, he watched the passengers on board and the
idlers who loitered around the dock waiting for the ship to sail. The
second class passengers, men and women, were huddled together on the
foredeck, using boxes and bundles as seats. A group of young people made
up the travellers on the first deck, clerks from Pola, it seemed, who
had gathered in the greatest excitement for an excursion to Italy. They
made a considerable fuss about themselves and their enterprise,
chattered, laughed, enjoyed their own antics self-contentedly, and,
leaning over the hand-rails, shouted flippantly and mockingly at their
comrades who, with portfolios under their arms, were going up and down
the waterfront on business and kept threatening the picnickers with
their canes. One, in a bright yellow summer suit of ultra-fashionable
cut, with a red necktie, and a rakishly tilted panama, surpassed all the
others in his crowing good humour. But as soon as Aschenbach looked at
him a bit more carefully, he discovered with a kind of horror that the
youth was a cheat. He was old, that was unquestionable. There were
wrinkles around his eyes and mouth. The faint crimson of the cheeks was
paint, the hair under his brilliantly decorated straw hat was a wig; his
neck was hollow and stringy, his turned-up moustache and the imperial on
his chin were dyed; the full set of yellow teeth which he displayed when
he laughed, a cheap artificial plate; and his hands, with signet rings
on both index fingers, were those of an old man. Fascinated with
loathing, Aschenbach watched him in his intercourse with his friends.
Did they not know, did they not observe that he was old, that he was not
entitled to wear their bright, foppish clothing, that he was not
entitled to play at being one of them? Unquestioningly, and as quite the
usual thing, it seemed, they allowed him among them, treating him as one
of their own kind and returning his jovial nudges in the ribs without
repugnance. How could that be? Aschenbach laid his hand on his forehead
and closed his eyes; they were hot, since he had had too little sleep.
He felt as though everything were not quite the same as usual, as though
some dream-like estrangement, some peculiar distortion of the world,
were beginning to take possession of him, and perhaps this could be
stopped if he hid his face for a time and then looked around him again.
Yet at this moment he felt as though he were swimming; and looking up
with an unreasoned fear, he discovered that the heavy, lugubrious body
of the ship was separating slowly from the walled bank. Inch by inch,
with the driving and reversing of the engine, the strip of dirty
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