The experiences of a man who lives alone and in silence are both vaguer
and more penetrating than those of people in society; his thoughts are
heavier, more odd, and touched always with melancholy. Images and
observations which could easily be disposed of by a glance, a smile, an
exchange of opinion, will occupy him unbearably, sink deep into the
silence, become full of meaning, become life, adventure, emotion.
Loneliness ripens the eccentric, the daringly and estrangingly
beautiful, the poetic. But loneliness also ripens the perverse, the
disproportionate, the absurd, and the illicit.--So, the things he had
met with on the trip, the ugly old fop with his twaddle about
sweethearts, the lawbreaking gondolier who was cheated of his pay, still
left the traveller uneasy. Without really providing any resistance to
the mind, without offering any solid stuff to think over, they were
nevertheless profoundly strange, as it seemed to him, and disturbing
precisely because of this contradiction. In the meanwhile, he greeted
the sea with his eyes, and felt pleasure at the knowledge that Venice
was so conveniently near. Finally he turned away, bathed his face, left
orders to the chambermaid for a few things he still needed done to make
his comfort complete, and let himself be taken to the ground floor by
the green-uniformed Swiss who operated the lift.
He took his tea on the terrace facing the ocean, then descended and
followed the boardwalk for quite a way in the direction of the Hotel
Excelsior. When he returned it seemed time to dress for dinner. He did
this with his usual care and slowness, since he was accustomed to
working over his toilette. And yet he came down a little early to the
lobby where he found a great many of the hotel guests assembled, mixing
distantly and with a show of mutual indifference to one another, but all
waiting for meal time. He took a paper from the table, dropped into a
leather chair, and observed the company; they differed agreeably from
the guests where he had first stopped.
A wide and tolerantly inclusive horizon was spread out before him.
Sounds of all the principal languages formed a subdued murmur. The
accepted evening dress, a uniform of good manners, brought all human
varieties into a fitting unity. There were Americans with their long wry
features, large Russian families, English ladies, German children with
French nurses. The Slavic element seemed to predominate. Polish was
being spoken nearby.
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