When George, on one of our walks, told me the gist of this
conversation with Elizabeth, I was at once more amused and more
interested than I allowed him to see. There are certain aspects of
peoples’ bodies, certain things they say and do, which not only
determine one’s attitude towards them but seem to explain them. And
more, in some cases they seem to reveal an epoch. Every one has
experience of attraction or repulsion caused by another’s body. For
instance, there was once a poet, whose work I admired; but the first
time I met him he tried to hold a girl’s hand. I didn’t mind _that_,
au contraire. What I minded was the awful spectacle of his large ugly
raw-red hand, with knotty fingers and gnawed mourning nails, trying
to enclose the washed and chubby hand of my little friend.... I could
never read his poems again without thinking of that Mr. Hyde-like hand,
the Barrymore film hand of Mr. Hyde....
Now I had a reason for dwelling at some length on these preliminary
conversations of George and Elizabeth with George much in the
foreground. They seem to explain a great deal, at least to me. They
reveal him and at the same time “throw more light” (as the learned
say) on the state of mind of a generation of young men who mostly
perished in their twenties. As a rule, George was very silent. Like
most people who think at all he had very little of the small change
of conversation and disliked aimless babbling. But when he was with
somebody he liked, he talked. My God, how much he talked! He was
passionately interested in ideas, passionately interested in his own
reactions to the appearances of things, comparatively little interested
in the lives of other people except in a general and abstract way. He
noticed in a flash the girl at a party who looked like a Botticelli
(people still admired Botticelli in those days and girls lived up to
it) but he would never see, for example, the look on the face of the
rather plain woman whom one guessed to be in love with the handsome
host uxoriously devoted to his new wife. Consequently his talk was all
ideas and impressions. He had an almost indecent love of ideas. If you
threw George a new idea he caught it with a skilled and grateful snap,
like a seal at the Zoo catching a fish jerked at it by the keeper.
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