After the row, the gap widened, and when once George had entered the
army it became complete. He still clung desperately to Elizabeth and
Fanny, of course. He wrote long letters to them trying to explain
himself, and they replied sympathetically. They were the only persons
he wanted to see when on leave, and they met him sympathetically.
But it was useless. They were gesticulating across an abyss. The
women were still human beings; he was merely a unit, a murder-robot,
a wisp of cannon-fodder. And he knew it. They didn’t. But they felt
the difference, felt it as a degradation in him, a sort of failure.
Elizabeth and Fanny occasionally met after the row, and made acid-sweet
remarks to each other. But on one point they were in agreement—George
had degenerated terribly since joining the army, and there was no
knowing to what preposterous depths of Tommydom he might fall.
“It’s quite useless,” said Elizabeth, “he’s done for. He’ll never
be able to recover. So we may as well accept it. What was rare and
beautiful in him is as much dead now as if he were lying under the
ground in France.”
And Fanny agreed....
PART THREE
_ADAGIO_
_ADAGIO_
[ I ]
The draft, under orders to proceed overseas on Active Service, without
delay, paraded again, in full marching order, at three-thirty.
Number two in the front rank was 31819, Private Winterbourne, G.
They had been “sized” that morning, so each man knew his number and
place. They fell in rapidly, without talking, and stood easy, waiting
for the officers, on the bleak gravelled parade ground inside the bleak
isolated citadel. Their view was rectangularly cut short either by the
damp grey masonry of the fortress walls or by the dirty yellow brick
frontals of the barracks built in under the ramparts.
They numbered one hundred and twenty, and had been under orders to
proceed overseas for more than a week, during which period they had
been forbidden to leave the citadel under threat of Court Martial.
All sentry duties were performed by troops not in the draft, and five
rounds of ball ammunition were issued to each sentry. These exceptional
measures were the result of nervousness on the part of the Colonel, who
had been censured for what was not his fault—two men had deserted on
the eve of the departure of the last draft, and two others had to be
substituted at the last moment. “Does the old mucker think we’re going
to run away?” was the comment of the draft, wounded in their pride,
when they accidentally found this out.
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