Winterbourne could not listen any further—a zealous N.C.O. herded him
back to the draft. He went unwillingly. He had been waiting eagerly
for the men to get away from their time-honoured jests and speak of
their real experiences. He was disappointed that these men talked in
such a trivial and uninteresting way. He felt they ought to be saying
important things in Shakespearian blank verse. Something adequate to
their experience, to the intensity of manhood he instinctively felt
in them and admired so humbly. But, of course, that was ridiculous of
him. He felt that at once. Part of their impressiveness was this very
triviality, their complete unconsciousness that there was anything
extraordinary or striking about them. They would have been offended
at the suggestion. They were ignorant of their own qualities. As
Winterbourne himself rapidly merged with these men and became one
of them, he lost entirely this first sharp impression of meeting a
new, curious race of men, the masculine men. It was then the other
people who became curious to him. He found that the real soldiers, the
front-line troops, had no more delusions about the War than he had.
They hadn’t his feeling of protest and agony over it all, they hadn’t
tried to think it out. They went on with the business, hating it,
because they had been told it had to be done and believed what they
had been told. They wanted the War to end, they wanted to get away
from it, and they had no feeling of hatred for their enemies on the
other side of No Man’s Land. In fact, they were almost sympathetic to
them. They also were soldiers, men segregated from the world in this
immense barbaric tumult. The fighting was so impersonal as a rule that
it seemed rather a conflict with dreadful hostile forces of Nature than
with other men. You did not see the men who fired the ceaseless hail
of shells on you, nor the machine gunners who swept away twenty men
to death in one zip of their murderous bullets, nor the hands which
projected trench-mortars that shook the earth with awful detonations,
nor even the invisible sniper who picked you off mysteriously with
the sudden impersonal “ping!” of his bullet. Even in the perpetual
trench raids you only caught a glimpse of a few differently shaped
steel helmets a couple of traverses away; and either their bombs got
you, or yours got them. Actual hand-to-hand fighting occurred, but
it was comparatively rare. It was a war of missiles, murderous and
soul-shaking explosives, not a war of hand-weapons. The sentry gazed at
dawn over a desolate flat landscape, seamed with irregular trenches,
and infinitely pitted and scarred with shell-holes, thorny with wire,
littered with débris. Five to ten thousand enemies were within range
of his vision, and not one would be visible. For days on end he might
strain his eyes, and not see one of them. He would hear them at
night—clink of shovels and picks, the scream of a wounded man, even
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