their coughing if there happened to be a cessation of artillery and
machine-gun fire—but not see them. In the two hours following dawn in
“quiet” sectors there was sometimes a kind of truce after the feverish
work and perpetual firing during the night. After morning Stand-down
the front-line troops snatched a little sleep. At such a time the
silence was eerie. Twenty thousand men within a mile, and not a sound.
Or so it seemed. But that was by contrast. In fact, there was always
some shelling going on—heavies firing on back areas—and generally in
the distance the long rumble which meant a general engagement....
The soldiers, then, were not vindictive. Nor, in general, were they
long duped by the war talk. They laughed at the newspapers. Any
new-comer who tried to be a bit high-falutin’ was at once snubbed with
“Fer Christ’s sake don’t talk patriotic!” They went on with a sort of
stubborn despair, why they didn’t quite know. The authorities obviously
mistrusted them, and forbade them to read the pacific “Nation” while
allowing them to read the infamies of “John Bull.” The mistrust was
unnecessary. They went on in their stubborn despair, with their
sentimental songs and cynical talk and perpetual grousing; and it’s my
belief that if they’d been asked to do so, they’d still be carrying
on, now. They weren’t crushed by defeat or elated by victory—their
stubborn despair had taken them far beyond that point. They carried
on. People sneer at the war slang. I, myself, have heard intellectual
“objectors” very witty at the expense of “carry on.” So like carrion,
you know. All right, let them sneer.
* * * * *
The troopships crossing the Channel were escorted by four plunging
little black torpedo-boats. Submarines in the Channel. A merchant
ship had been sunk that morning. Winterbourne had thought he would
be apprehensive—on the contrary, he found that he scarcely thought
about it. Nobody bothered about a little risk like that. They made for
Boulogne, and the soldiers cheered the torpedo boats as they turned
back from the harbour entrance.
In his inexperience Winterbourne had assumed that they would at once
entrain for the front, and that he would spend that night in the
trenches. He had forgotten the element of waiting, the deliberation
necessary in moving vast masses of men about, which made the slow
ruthless movement of the huge War machine so inexorable. You hung
about, but inevitably you moved, your tiny little cog was brought into
action. And this, too, was strangely impersonal, confirmed the feeling
of fatalism. It seemed insane to think that you had any individual
importance.
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