I liked George. For one thing he was the only person in the whole of
that hellish camp with whom I could exchange a word on any topic but
booze, “tarts,” “square-pushing,” smut, the war, and camp gossip.
George was very enthusiastic about modern painting. His own painting,
he told me, was “pretty dud,” but in peace time he made a good living
by writing art criticism for various papers and by buying modern
pictures, chiefly French and German, on commission for wealthy
collectors. We lent each other books from our scanty store, and George
was quite thrilled to know that I had published one or two little
books of poetry and had even met Yeats and Marinetti. I talked to him
about modern poetry, and he talked to me about modern painting; and I
think we helped to keep each other’s “souls” alive. In the evenings
we played chess or strolled about, if it was fine. George didn’t go
square-pushing with tarts, and I didn’t go square-pushing with tarts.
So on Saturday afternoons and Sundays we took long walks over that
barren but rather beautiful Dorset down country, and had a quiet dinner
with a bottle of wine in one or other of the better country inns.
And all that kept up our own particular “morale,” which each of us
had determined not to yield to the Army swinishness. Poor George had
suffered more than I. He had been more bullied as a Tommy, had a worse
time in France, and suffered horribly from that “tightness” inside,
that inability to confide himself, induced by his singular home life
and appalling mother. I feel quite sure he told me more about himself,
far more, than he ever told any one else, so that eventually I knew
quite a lot about him. He told me all about his parents and about
Elizabeth and Fanny, and about his childhood and his life in London and
Paris.
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