George was killed soon after dawn on the 4th of November, 1918, at a
place called Maison Blanche, on the road from La Cateau to Bavay. He
was the only officer in his battalion killed in that action, for the
Germans surrendered or ran away in less than an hour. I heard about
it that night, and, as the Brigade was “resting” on the 5th, I got
permission from my Colonel to ride back to George’s funeral. I heard
from George’s Colonel that he had got enfiladed by a machine-gun.
The whole of his company were lying down, waiting for the flying
trench-mortar squad to deal with the machine-gun, when for some
unexplained reason, George had stood up, and a dozen bullets had gone
through him. “Silly ass,” was the Colonel’s comment, as he nodded and
left me.
No coffins were available, so they wrapped George in a blanket and the
Union Jack. The parson stood at the head of the grave, a mourning party
of Tommies and N.C.O.’s from his company on one side, and, facing them,
the officers of his battalion. I was on the extreme left of the line.
The Chaplain read the military burial service in a clear voice, and
read it well. There was very little artillery fire. Only one battery of
our own heavies, about a mile nearer the enemy, was shelling at regular
intervals like a last salute. We stood to attention, and the body was
lowered. Each of the officers in turn stepped up to the grave-side,
saluted and turned away. Then the battalion buglers blew that
soul-shattering, heart-rending Last Post, with its inexorable chains
of rapid sobbing notes and drawn-out piercing wails. I admit I did a
lot of swallowing those few minutes. You can say what you like against
the Army, but they treat you like a gentleman, when you’re dead.... The
Tommies were numbered, formed fours, right turned, and marched away;
and the officers strolled over to the mess for a drink....
* * * * *
The death of a hero! What mockery, what bloody cant. What sickening
putrid cant. George’s death is a symbol to me of the whole sickening
bloody waste of it, the damnable stupid waste and torture of it. You’ve
seen how George’s own people—the makers of his body, the women who
held his body to theirs—were affected by his death. The Army did its
bit, but how could the Army individually mourn a million “heroes”? How
could the little bit of Army which knew George mourn him? At dawn next
morning we were hot-foot after the retreating enemy, and did not pause
until the Armistice—and then we had our own lives to struggle with and
disentangle.
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