At the fatal news Mr. Winterbourne had fallen upon his knees (not
forgetting, however, to ring off the harpy), ejaculating: “Lord Jesus,
receive his soul!” Mr. Winterbourne then prayed a good deal, for
George’s soul, for himself, for “my erring but beloved spouse,” for
his other children, “may they be spared and by Thy Mercy brought to
the True Faith,” for England (ditto), for his enemies, “though Thou
knowest, Dear Lord Jesus, the enmity was none of my seeking, sinner
though I be, mea culpa, mea culpa, mea maxima culpa, Ave Maria....”
Mr. Winterbourne remained on his knees for some time. But, as the hall
tiles hurt his knees, he went and knelt on a hassock at the prie-dieu
in his bedroom. On the top of this was an open Breviary in very
ecclesiastical binding with a florid ecclesiastical book-marker, all
lying on an ecclesiastical bit of embroidery, the “gift of a Catholic
sister in Christ.” Above, on a bracket, was a coloured B.V.M. from the
Place St. Sulpice, holding a nauseating Infant Jesus dangling a bloody
and sun-rayed Sacred Heart. Over this again was a large but rather
cheap-looking imitation bronze Crucifix, with a reproduction (coloured)
of Leonardo’s _Last Supper_ to the right, and another reproduction
(uncoloured) of Holman Hunt’s (heretical) _Light of the World_ to the
left. All of which gave Mr. Winterbourne the deepest spiritual comfort.
After dinner, of which he ate sparingly, thinking with dreary
satisfaction how grief destroys appetite, he went round to see his
confessor, Father Slack. He spent a pleasantly emotional evening. Mr.
Winterbourne cried a good deal, and they both prayed; Father Slack
said perhaps George had been influenced by his father’s prayers and
virtues and had made an act of contrition before he died, and Mr.
Winterbourne said that although George had not been “received” he had
“a true Catholic spirit” and had once read a sermon of Bossuet; and
Father Slack said he would pray for George’s soul, and Mr. Winterbourne
left £5 for Masses for the repose of George, which was generous (if
foolish), for he didn’t earn much.
And then Mr. Winterbourne used to pray ten minutes longer every night
and morning for George’s soul, but unfortunately he went and got
himself run over just by the Marble Arch as he was meditating on that
blessed martyr, Father Parsons, and that other more blessed martyr,
Father Garnet of Gunpowder fame. So, as the £5 was soon exhausted,
there was nobody to pray for George’s soul; and for all the Holy Roman
and Apostolic Church knows or cares, poor old George is in Hell, and
likely to remain there. But, after the last few years of his life,
George probably doesn’t find any difference.
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