English fiction -- 20th century; English poetry -- 20th century; Short stories, English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“Apis returned to Chisto saying: ‘Forgive the interruption. I am not
always master of my time, but you were about to observe, my dear
confrère...?’ Then the play began. Out of compliment to Chisto, Apis
chose as his objective (every bull varies in this respect) the inner
edge of the cloak--that nearest to the man’s body. This allows but a
few millimetres clearance in charging. But Apis trusted himself as
Chisto trusted him, and, this time, he conformed to the man, with
inimitable judgment and temper. He allowed himself to be played into
the shadow or the sun, as the delighted audience demanded. He raged
enormously; he feigned defeat; he despaired in statuesque abandon,
and thence flashed into fresh paroxysms of wrath--but always with the
detachment of the true artist who knows he is but the vessel of an
emotion whence others, not he, must drink. And never once did he forget
that honest Chisto’s cloak was to him the gauge by which to spare even
a hair on the skin. He inspired Chisto too. My God! His youth returned
to that meritorious beef-sticker--the desire, the grace, and the
beauty of his early dreams. One could almost see that girl of the past
for whom he was rising, rising to these present heights of skill and
daring. It was his hour too--a miraculous hour of dawn returned to gild
the sunset. All he knew was at Apis’ disposition. Apis acknowledged
it with all that he had learned at home, at Arles and in his lonely
murders on our grazing-grounds. He flowed round Chisto like a river
of death--round his knees, leaping at his shoulders, kicking just
clear of one side or the other of his head; behind his back hissing
as he shaved by; and once or twice--inimitable!--he reared wholly up
before him while Chisto slipped back from beneath the avalanche of that
instructed body. Those two, my dear friend, held five thousand people
dumb with no sound but of their breathings--regular as pumps. It was
unbearable. Beast and man realised together that we needed a change of
note--a _détente_. They relaxed to pure buffoonery. Chisto fell back
and talked to him outrageously. Apis pretended he had never heard such
language. The audience howled with delight. Chisto slapped him; he
took liberties with his short tail, to the end of which he clung while
Apis pirouetted; he played about him in all postures; he had become
the herdsman again--gross, careless, brutal, but comprehending. Yet
Apis was always the more consummate clown. All that time (Christophe
and I saw it) Apis drew off towards the gates of the _toril_ where so
many bulls enter but--have you ever heard of one that returned? _We_
knew that Apis knew that as he had saved Chisto, so Chisto would save
him. Life is sweet to us all; to the artist who lives many lives in
one, sweetest. Chisto did not fail him. At the last, when none could
laugh any longer, the man threw his cape across the bull’s back, his
arm round his neck. He flung up a hand at the gate, as Villamarti,
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