Deborah: A tale of the times of Judas MaccabaeusLudlow, James M. (James Meeker)
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Deborah: A tale of the times of Judas Maccabaeus
Ludlow, James M. (James Meeker)
Jewish fiction; Jews -- History -- 586 B.C.-70 A.D. -- Fiction; Maccabees -- Fiction
Glaucon's welcome was enthusiastic. He embraced his friend, and kissed
him upon both cheeks. The Greek did not return the salutation. He
seemed dazed, and stared steadily over Glaucon's shoulder. Had he
indeed gone daft? After gazing at a sunset one is apt to see golden
spots resembling the orb wherever one looks at the sky. Had Deborah
wrought a similar illusion on his imagination? He had seen her in his
dreams, both waking and sleeping; among the women of the Greek camp
at the Wady; and only yesterday in peasant garb amid the dying on
Bethhoron--yet she was here in her home! He was beginning to question
his own mental condition. His hand came to his head as if to certify
that it was still upon his shoulders. Deborah quickly proved that
this time at least she was no sprite out of the foam of fancy. With
a suppressed cry of surprise and gladness she sprang to meet him. He
would have been less than a man if he had not extended both hands to
embrace her. To her glorious womanhood was added the frank joyousness
of a child. Her face caught the flash of her soul, and was illumined by
it.
This was, however, but for the instant. The next moment she drew back.
Her face flushed, then became of marble pallor. Dignity, hauteur,
offence, almost scorn were written upon her brow and lips. It was as if
a bursting rose-bush were suddenly encased in wintry ice.
Deborah realized that the surprise of Dion's coming had thrown her off
her guard. Had she not solemnly determined, that night at the Wady,
that henceforth they two could have nothing in common? This had been
a conviction of her judgment and of her sense of duty. That hour when
she had used a woman's wiles to accomplish a higher purpose she had
classed among her other practices of deceit as a spy. She had scorned
herself for it. Now that her debt for his risking life in her behalf
had been fully paid--paid off by her risking her loyalty to her country
to save him--she had accustomed herself to think of him only as an
enemy; a Greek, either hating the Jews and therefore persecuting them,
or else a mere soldier of fortune, indifferent to all right and truth,
as unfeeling as the point of his sword. In the one case he was a man
whom she, as a Jewess, must treat as a foe; in the other case, he was
a man of such character that she, as a woman, must despise him. She
had resolved that if ever they did meet--and she prayed God that they
might not--it should be with such frigid courtesy on her part that
former relations could not be resumed. She had thought, too, that she
could readily play this part. Had she not schooled herself to absolute
self-control? Who could see through any mask she pleased to wear? Not
the shrewdest of the Greek generals in whose tents she had been; not
the suspicious eyes of these women in Jerusalem. She had prided herself
that, whatever feeling might linger in her heart, her personality was
buried within her patriot purpose.
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