Deborah: A tale of the times of Judas MaccabaeusLudlow, James M. (James Meeker)
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Deborah: A tale of the times of Judas Maccabaeus
Ludlow, James M. (James Meeker)
Jewish fiction; Jews -- History -- 586 B.C.-70 A.D. -- Fiction; Maccabees -- Fiction
Yet just now her impulse on seeing this man had been as uncontrolled as
that of a child. What had she done? She said: "I have betrayed myself."
Then she asked a deeper question on this line than she had ever asked
before: "How could I betray myself? Am I not my own very self? Is
there, then, some deeper self with which I am not fully acquainted?
And is it true that that deeper, stranger self, having never been
consulted, has never consented to the judgment I had formed regarding
Dion?"
She began to feel, what the Princess believed, that there is a
mysterious sense of kinship between certain souls which asserts itself
in spite of conditions, which heeds no warning of judgment, and refuses
submission to other passions. If it were not so, why had Dion's sudden
coming made her do that which no other surprise could have led her to
do--make her forget herself?
But in a moment more she had recovered her self-possession. She bowed
Dion to a seat as coldly as any stranger might have done, and bade him
tell the story of the battle.
Captain Dion addressed himself solely to Glaucon, for each glance at
Deborah seemed to interrupt his memory of events. Once and again he
stopped midway a sentence as he looked at her, until Glaucon recalled
him by repeating his last words.
At length, fixing his eyes steadily upon her face, he said:
"We were defeated because we had on our side no--prophetess--to inspire
us to more than human valor."
But Deborah was now on her guard. That play on Dion's part belonged to
diplomacy, not sentiment, and she rewarded his ruse by not so much as a
quivering eyelash or the shadow of a changing hue.
"Do the armies take prophetesses to their battlefields?" she asked.
"The Greeks do not," replied Dion. "Such holy women as we have remain
at home and consult the entrails and stars. But it was reported that
the Jews were accompanied by some of theirs. I overheard one say, 'The
prophetess, the Daughter of Jerusalem, is with us.'"
His eyes searched hers, but could discover no sign that she understood
his deeper meaning.
The diplomatic play between Dion and Deborah was like the sword play
of two expert fencers whose blades cling together. Glaucon unwittingly
relieved the tension by inquiring:
"As a soldier, do you advise my leaving the city, Captain Dion?"
"I as a soldier, or you as a soldier? Which do you mean?" laughed the
Captain.
"I am not a soldier," said Glaucon. "My position of influence is too
great for me to take such risks."
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