Deborah: A tale of the times of Judas MaccabaeusLudlow, James M. (James Meeker)
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Deborah: A tale of the times of Judas Maccabaeus
Ludlow, James M. (James Meeker)
Jewish fiction; Jews -- History -- 586 B.C.-70 A.D. -- Fiction; Maccabees -- Fiction
"Some desperate venture? I know of one that will test us both. It is
so desperate that I hesitate to speak it to the bravest woman of all
Jewry."
What sublime audacity there was in her tone as she replied: "If the
champion of Israel is afraid, let him not speak it. But know that the
daughter of Elkiah dares to hear and to do whatever Judas may think."
"Such words would make any coward brave," replied he. "Deborah, the
Jews would make me King."
"A King! Why not? You are already the King, by right of sword, by right
of your people's love, and, if Heaven's will ever had reflection from
earth, by the will of our God."
"You believe in me overmuch, Deborah."
"No! no!" she responded eagerly, "but Judas has this one great
weakness, that he will not believe in himself. Can you not see that
Israel must have a King, and that there is but one head on which the
people will allow a crown to rest?"
"But, Deborah, I could not endure such an honor and such
responsibility--alone. Will you share the venture with me? Will the
Daughter of Jerusalem be its Queen?"
Deborah started as if he had struck her. The flush on her face became
deathly pallor. She trembled as the most timid girl might have done
before her captor in war.
"Forgive me, Deborah. I was too rude in testing your loyalty."
The blood came back to her cheeks. "Loyalty! Say not that word. Let
Maccabæus as King command me, and I will die at his feet. But----"
She sat upon the couch and burst into tears.
"Forgive me! Forgive me!" he cried. "What have I said? I was blind and
stupid. Loyalty? Loyalty I know is not love."
After a moment's silence she said: "Judas, we are both speaking we
know not what. I, too, am but a child, and know not the way of my own
thoughts. Do not take offence, my dear friend; but I would be alone.
Pray for me. And I will pray for you, as I have always prayed--one
prayer for us both. God will give us light."
"Your will shall be mine," he responded, but his manner betokened a
struggle for submission such as no one had ever before seen in this
strongest of men. He stood with bowed head. "We are but two children
lost in the woods. God forbid that we must now find our way by
different paths."
He went away.
Deborah remained for a long time in the spot where Judas left her.
"A Queen! A Queen of Israel! The Queen of the most kingly of men,
though he were uncrowned!" What problems of political import were thus
thrust upon her! What tides of ambition swept over her! The highest,
deepest, purest ambition. She grew dizzy with the confusion of her
thoughts. Their very weight seemed to paralyze her brain. She ceased to
think, and sat down like one distraught.
At length her mind, rested by its brief vacuity, began again its
working.
"A Queen!"
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