Deborah: A tale of the times of Judas MaccabaeusLudlow, James M. (James Meeker)
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Deborah: A tale of the times of Judas Maccabaeus
Ludlow, James M. (James Meeker)
Jewish fiction; Jews -- History -- 586 B.C.-70 A.D. -- Fiction; Maccabees -- Fiction
She dismissed this consideration; for, momentous as was the destiny
it involved, there was something else that appealed more urgently
for decision. She was a woman. To her a throne seemed but a passing
circumstance. There was a deeper issue.
"Love is the abiding thing. Can I be--the wife of Judas? Could this
man, noble as he is, possess my life, my soul? Is admiration, or even
reverence and self-sacrificing devotion--is this love? Or does the soul
have depths as well as heights; and does worshipful regard dwell on the
heights, and love in the depths, so that they may be utterly remote
from each other, indeed, antagonistic? Dion is not comparable with
Judas. Judas is on the heights; nothing higher, save God Himself. But
Dion--he has his place, too; but where?"
She now remembered that the beginning of Gideon ben Sirach's story,
which had so nearly made a Jew of the Greek, started in her a glow
of happiness, and that she had felt a strange disappointment at its
conclusion, which still left him a Greek. What did this experience
mean? Did she really love this alien? As one of foreign blood he
could never come into her life. The laws of her people, especially
as interpreted by the Jewish purists, would forbid such a thing as
marriage with him. She had been taught this doctrine by her father. It
was one of the underlying occasions of the war. The Maccabæans regarded
pure blood as next to the purity of worship.
So she said, "Dion cannot come into my life."
Then, having settled the matter so far, she thought of Judas:
"What other woman of Israel would presume to decline such a proposal?
And who am I to set an example of conceit?
"The Queen of Israel!"
Deborah felt the flush of womanly pride mantle her face. It was a
moment when almost any other woman would have turned first to her
mirror, and then dropped upon her knees to thank God.
But even as she framed the image of the popular hero within the thought
of her personal possession of him, the figure of the Greek intruded
itself into the picture. His image was in the background, it is true;
but there it was, nevertheless. She could not help following him with
the eyes of her fancy. Was not Dion's soul as fine-fibred as that of
Judas?
Judas had sublime faith; but this he had inherited from his fathers.
It was wrought through and through his nature by training in the Law
since childhood. But Dion now had the same faith. And this he had
himself acquired, without gift of birth, education, or circumstance.
Is it not even nobler to force one's mind through a thousand errors to
the truth than to have the truth born in one, to discover one's pearl
after delving the seas for it, than to find it in one's ancestral
treasure-box?
Judas had risked his life for the cause of Israel. But had not Dion
done as much in abandoning what seemed to him all the good of life in
order to cast in his lot with the people of God?
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