Deborah: A tale of the times of Judas MaccabaeusLudlow, James M. (James Meeker)
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Deborah: A tale of the times of Judas Maccabaeus
Ludlow, James M. (James Meeker)
Jewish fiction; Jews -- History -- 586 B.C.-70 A.D. -- Fiction; Maccabees -- Fiction
Deborah turned in amid the ghastly wreck. The wild desolation so fitted
her experience that the spot seemed restful. The moon was sinking
toward the west, and poured its full lustre against a still-standing
wall. The very sharpness of the beams cut a block of contrasted
darkness on the side toward the east. Deborah climbed over the rough
stones and hid within the shadow.
Beneath her lay, like snowdrifts, the squat domes and flat roofs of
the houses in the lower Street of the Cheesemakers, once the homes of
honest artisans and tradespeople, now the sleeping-troughs of the vile
herd hired to trample out the life of the nation.
Beyond, the vision broken only by the massive shape of the Temple on
Moriah, lay the vale of Jehoshaphat, the quiet slopes of Olivet, and
the long hills to the north glittering here and there as the moonlight
fell upon the hated tents of the enemy. As the rising sea pours its
tide into a narrow creek, so there came upon her a sense of her
nation's shame and woe. At first her power of definite thought seemed
destroyed by the flood. Why could she not cease also to feel? Why could
she not die and become as insensate as the stones, these other ruins
about her?
At length she realized a strange transformation taking place within
her; she felt that she had grown suddenly to be no longer a child, but
a woman. Nor was she merely a woman of Jerusalem, but a strong avenging
spirit. She drank the bitterness of her own heart, and was intoxicated,
frenzied, with it. She, who had never felt anything but love, had now
learned to hate, and it seemed good to her. Then she became frightened
at this revelation of herself to herself. She had possessed a mastiff,
gentle, affectionate. Little blind Caleb would lie between its great
paws as in the lap of Huldah. Once the beast was stoned upon the
street. From that day his temper was changed. He became a savage brute;
doubtless his original wild nature reasserting itself. Was she herself
not some cruel, vicious spirit suddenly awakened?
She prayed, "God save me from myself!"
An answer came. It did not allay her excitement, but exalted her;
seemed to inspire her.
The music of revelry in the tents beyond the walls became to her
spiritualized senses like the timbrel and song of Miriam of old, when
that woman led the hosts of Israel by the waters of the Red Sea. Was
not her own name Deborah? and did not a Deborah once lead her nation
in battle? She remembered how her father had bemoaned her being only
a girl, unless she could grow into another Deborah indeed. She heard
again the words of the ancient song, "Awake! awake, Deborah! awake!
Awake! Arise, Barak, and lead thy captivity captive!"
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