Deborah: A tale of the times of Judas MaccabaeusLudlow, James M. (James Meeker)
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Deborah: A tale of the times of Judas Maccabaeus
Ludlow, James M. (James Meeker)
Jewish fiction; Jews -- History -- 586 B.C.-70 A.D. -- Fiction; Maccabees -- Fiction
"Might I not warn Dion? Not, of course, his fellow-officers. But, if
I did, would not his sense of duty lead him to divulge the plot?" She
prayed again for light, but no light came. The gloom deepened about
her. Two spirits were tearing her soul asunder in their strife for
possession. She thought of her people; of her father dashed to death by
Greek hands beside the altar; then of the brave band of patriots who,
unless they triumphed bloodily at the very dawn, must themselves be
slaughtered before the nightfall. She felt her personality dissolving
into a flame of zeal for her land and her people's God. She cried out
with uplifted arms: "O God, I am no longer a woman. I am Thine; Thy
Avenging Spirit! Use me as Thou dost use the lightning's bolt, the
flood, the plague, that I may bring destruction to all this host!"
Then, even as she stood with outstretched arms in this awful
imprecation, there came the vision of Dion, so noble, though a Greek,
with a man's heart greater than all his racial prejudice; the friend
who had risked life and repute for her father's safety, though it
proved unavailing; the rescuer of blind Caleb; her own friend--who
loved her, she could not doubt it--whose thoughts even now, as he was
moving to his death, were possibly of her.
"O, God!" she exclaimed. "Take away my life. Let me die rather than
make this decision."
She waited, longing that her heart might stop beating through the
violence of its own contentions. But it beat on. She drew a dagger, and
pressed its point gently against her bosom, as she murmured:
"Oh, if it were but right that I should lay down my life, since God
will not take it!"
The crackling of dried leaves caught Deborah's attention. A sentinel
gave challenge.
Deborah instantly responded with the watchword of the Greek camp, "The
sword of Apollonius," which she knew had been given for the night.
"Another woman, by Jove! One would think he had fallen upon the Grove
of Daphne, or the streets of the Piræus, rather than a war camp," said
one walking with the sentry.
"Come, get out of this! To the rear with you, or we will make you march
in front of the first battle."
"I am not within the lines," replied Deborah. "The lines run from the
twisted rock to the cypress yonder. So we were told."
"Are those the lines?" asked the officer. "Then let her stay. We
ourselves have lost our bearing, but daylight is coming up yonder in
the East, and we shall need no longer any lines here, for we move at
dawn."
Deborah could not mistake that voice, nor the form that the dim light
outlined. She thought that she was silent, enacting a tragedy back of
her rigidly compressed lips; yet some word or outcry must have escaped
her, for the officer turned quickly.
"Woman, did you speak?"
Now she was indeed silent, and moveless as the great rock against which
she leaned. The man came nearer and tried to scan her features.
"Woman, I have heard your voice before. Have you followed from
Jerusalem?"
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