Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
“I’ll die if he calls on me,” Julie cried, on the verge of tears.
“Oh, no, you won’t. Folks don’t die that easy. What’s the matter with
you, anyhow, Julie?” Mrs. Anderson interrupted herself suddenly. “Why,
now I come to recollect, I heard you pray once, an’ it was just grand.
It was the time we had that big revivalist here--remember? Why, you was
just wonderful that night.”
“I know--I remember,” Julie returned hurriedly. “But that was
different. I was just carried away that night. Something got hold of
me--it sort of swept me out of myself. I--I wasn’t there that night. It
was his preaching, I reckon. It seemed to set me free.” She broke off,
a sudden bravery brought momentarily to her face by the remembrance.
“But--but that was different,” she hurried on. “I couldn’t do it now.
Please let me go.”
But the other was inexorable.
“You’ve prayed once an’ you can pray again,” she persisted. “An’ it
would be awful for you not to be there for Brother Seabrook’s first
prayer-meeting. If you struggle now, Julie, it’ll look like I was
draggin’ you to church, an’ what’ll folks think of that?”
Julie knew, all through her sensitive being, just how it would look,
and so perforce she yielded.
Fortunately, however, they were late, so that when they entered the
Sunday-School room, where the week-night services were held, all the
front benches were occupied and they were forced to slip into obscure
seats, near the door. Hidden away by a broad back in front of her,
Julie drew a breath of relief. The agitated beating of her heart
began to subside, and during the singing of the first hymn she even
dared to peep forth between the other worshipers, letting her eyes
rove over the familiar congregation, the plaster walls ornamented by
texts, the red runner of carpet in the aisle, and at last up to the
front where Brother Seabrook stood by the reading-table, his hymn book
stretched away from his farsighted eyes. He was a tall man, and big
in proportion. Breathlessly, overpoweringly big he seemed to Julie. A
personality that made her feel stifled. His hair was dark, and although
flecked with gray, still persisted in a tendency to curl. He had a
trick of smoothing it down fiercely from time to time. He smoothed it
now as he gave himself to the loud worship of song, his body swaying
slightly on his wide-planted legs, and his eyes, as round and dark and
almost as expressionless as shoe buttons, alternately dropped to pick
up a line of hymn and then raised to sweep over his flock. Peeping
forth at him, Julie heard again in her mind Mrs. Anderson’s bold voice
as she planned the match between Brother Seabrook and herself, and at
the remembrance she blushed. She felt the blush not only in her face
but all down into her very being. His eyes terrified her. Once, as she
watched him, they came full upon hers, roving down between the channel
of the people in front. She looked hastily away, but she knew he
had seen her, had marked where she was sitting; and the blush burned
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