Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Villages -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
“Why, _you_ know.” He seemed surprised that she should ask. “At supper,
for helping me out. I mean for sort of bringing me into things. After
what you did, they saw I was there. But--_you_ know,” he broke off.
“Yes, I know,” she answered.
“You’ve known right from the first,” he said, daring to speak in the
half obscuring dark. “When you’re there, I always know you understand.
She--I mean--” he cut himself off; “some people seem to sort of
strangle me. I don’t know how it is, but someway, I just can’t get to
the surface with them.”
“Can’t get to the surface?” she asked quickly.
“Yes. I mean, to get into the world at all. It was like I wasn’t all
in; they seem to slam a door in my face, an’ squeeze me out. I’m only
half alive with them. They go right along as though I wasn’t there. I
don’t know what it is.” He paused uncertainly, as though trying to
blaze a pathway of words through a maze of difficult and heretofore
unexpressed thoughts. “I reckon it’s my fault someway--I don’t know--or
maybe it’s because I’m insignificant-looking an’ small--though I’m
really only a little bit below average height--but folks go along an’
don’t even seem to see me.”
“I know: I understand,” she breathed.
“Yes,” he whispered sharply, “you do know. That’s just it. You’ve
understood right from the first! There was never anybody else who ever
did.”
“It’s--it’s the same with me,” she confessed, a thrill of emotion in
her voice. “That’s why I understand. Some folks just choke me--an’
I--someway, I don’t know how to stand up against them.”
“Ain’t that funny?” He spoke wonderingly. “Ain’t it funny? I thought I
was the only one in the world that way.”
“I know. I thought that, too.”
They spoke slowly, little pauses between each sentence, as they felt
their way on this dim pathway out toward each other.
When suddenly the play came to an end, the theatre lights flashed up,
and they heard Elizabeth’s loud confident laugh, they were startled and
astray, as though they had come back into a strange world.
XI
That was a strained summer in Hart’s Run, an uneasy, nervous
war-summer, throwing the village people out of all their accustomed
ways, as they gave themselves to the business of war. Speakers were
sent to them for the various “drives,” from Red River and even
occasionally from Washington as well. Judge Dean spoke to them in his
soft slow voice--oratory strangely different and much more impressive
than the flamboyant outbursts of the ordinary campaign-days. “Strictly
speaking,” he said softly, “your country has no business at the present
time but the business of killing Huns; and strictly speaking, _you_
have no business but the business of killing Huns.”
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