"Now tell me," said Margaret, "what you suppose Morris meant when she
said what you heard about the pleasure of solitude depending on one's
thoughts being happy or otherwise. I know it is a common old idea
enough; but Morris does not know that; and I am sure she had some
particular instance in view. Morris does not make general propositions,
except with a particular case in her mind's eye; and she is a wise
woman; and we think her sayings are weighty."
"It struck me that she had a real probability in her mind; but I did not
think it related to Mr Enderby, or to anything so exclusively your own
concern."
"No; I hope not: but what then?"
"I think that Morris knows more of life and the world than you, and that
she does not anticipate quite so much happiness from Hester's marriage
as you do. Do not be distressed or alarmed. She means no mistrust of
anybody, I imagine; but only that there is no perfect happiness in this
life, that nobody is faultless; and no home, not even where her young
ladies live, is quite free from care and trouble. It would not hurt
you, surely, if she was to say this outright to you?"
"Oh, no; nor a good deal more of the same tendency. She might come much
nearer to the point, good soul! without hurting me. Suppose I ask her
what it was she did mean, to-night or to-morrow, when she and I are
alone?"
"Well! if she is such a wise woman--. But I doubt whether you could get
her nearer to the point without danger of hurting her. Can she bring
herself to own that either of you have faults?"
"Oh, yes: she has never spared us, from the time we were two feet high."
"What can make you so anxious as to what she meant?"
"I really hardly know, unless it be that where one loves very much, one
fears--Oh, so faithlessly! I know I ought to fear less for Hester than
ever; and yet--."
The door burst open, and the foot-boy entered with his jingling tray,
and news that the sedan for Miss Young was at the door. What sedan?
Margaret had asked Mrs Grey for hers, as the snow had fallen heavily,
and the streets were not fit for Maria's walking. Maria was very
thankful.
Here was an end of Maria's bright holiday. Mr Grey's porters must not
be kept waiting. The friends assured each other that they should never
forget this day. It was little likely that they should.
CHAPTER SIXTEEN.
HOME.
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