Margaret had an unconscious expectation of seeing her sister altered.
This is an irresistible persuasion in almost every case where an
intimate friend is absent, and is under new influences, and amidst new
circumstances. These accessories alter the image of the beloved one in
our minds; our fancy follows it, acting and being acted upon in ways in
which we have no share. Our sympathy is at fault, or we conceive it to
be so; and doubt and trouble creep over us, we scarcely know why.
Though the letters which come may be natural and hearty, as of old,
breathing the very spirit of our friend, we feel a sort of surprise at
the handwriting being quite familiar. We look forward with a kind of
timidity to meeting, and fear there may be some restraint in it. When
the hour of meeting comes, there is the very same face, the line of the
cheek, the trick of the lip, the glance of the eye; the rise and fall of
the voice are the same; and the intense familiarity makes our very
spirit swim in joy. We are amazed at our previous fancy--we laugh at
the solemn stiffness in which our friend stood before our mind's eye,
and to relieve which we had striven to recall the ludicrous situations
and merry moods, in which that form and that face had been seen; and
perhaps we have no peace till we have acknowledged to the beloved one
the ingenuity of our self-tormentings. Is there a girl whose heart is
with her brother at college, who does not feel this regularly as the
vacation comes round? Is there a parent whose child is reaping honours
in the field of life, and returning childlike from time to time, to rest
in the old country-home--is there such a parent who is not conscious of
the misgiving and the re-assurance, as often as the absence and the
re-union occur? Is there even the most trustful of wives, whose husband
is on the other side of the globe, that is wholly undisturbed by the
transmutation of the idol in her mind? When the husband is returning,
and her hungry heart is feasting on the anticipation of his appearance,
she may revel in the thought--
"And will I see his face again,
And will I hear him speak?"
But it is not till that vivid face and that piercing voice thrill her
sight and her ear again that all misgiving vanishes. There is nothing
in life that can compensate for long partings. There ought to be few or
no insurmountable obstacles to the frequent meetings, however short, of
those who love each other. No duties and no privileges can be of more
importance than the preservation, in all their entireness, of domestic
familiarity and faith.
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