"You think so now. I understand your feeling very well. But yet I can fancy that when you are twice as old as you are--when a few grey hairs peep out among all that brown--when this plump little hand grows thin, and that girlish figure of yours looks dignified and middle-aged, and people say that nobody thought when you were young that you would turn out a handsome woman--I can fancy that when all this has happened, you may be more disposed to look forward, and less disinclined to change, than you feel at this moment. But there is no use in saying so now. You shake your head, and I nod mine. You say, `No,' and I say, `Yes,' and there is an end of it." "Where will you be then, I wonder?" "I do not wish to know, nor even to inquire of my own judgment. My health is very bad--worse than you are aware of. I cannot expect to be able to work always; some of my present pupils are growing very tall; and no strangers will take me if I do not get much better; which is, I believe, impossible. The future, therefore, is all a mystery; and so let it remain. I am not anxious about that." "But I am." "Here comes tea. Now you will be doing a finer thing in making us a good cup of tea, than in settling my future ever so satisfactorily-- seeing that you cannot touch it with so much as your little finger. The tea is wholly in your power." "You look forward to other people's grey hair and sedateness of face, though you will not to your own." "Mere grey hair is as certain as futurity itself; and I will allow you to prophesy that much for me or for anybody." "Why should we not prophesy about your pupils too? They seem to be improving very much." "They certainly are; and I am glad you have lighted upon the pleasantest subject I ever think about. Oh, Margaret, you do not know what encouragement I have about some of those children! Their lot is and will be a hard one, in many respects. It will be difficult for them to grow kindly, and liberal, and truthful, with such examples as they have before their eyes. They advance like the snail on the wall, creeping three inches on in the day, and falling back two at night. They get out of a pretty mood of mind in the morning, and expand and grow interested in things out of Deerbrook; and then, in the evening, the greater part of this is undone, and they go to bed with their heads full of small, vile notions about their neighbours." "And when they grow too wise to have their heads so filled, their hearts will be heavy for those who are not rising like themselves."