"That is unavoidable, and they must bear the sorrow. We must hope that
they will disperse from Deerbrook, and find their way into a more genial
society than they can ever know here. I must keep the confidence of my
children sacred even from you, Margaret: but you may believe me when I
tell you, that if you knew all that we have to say to one another, you
would find some of these children animated with really noble thoughts,
and capable of really generous acts."
"`Some of them.' Mary, in particular, I venture to conjecture to be in
your thoughts."
"Yes: Mary in particular; but she had always a more gentle and generous
temper than her sisters. Fanny, however, is improving remarkably."
"I am delighted to hear it, and I had begun to suspect it. Fanny, I
observe, lays fewer informations than she did; and there is more of
thought, and less of a prying expression, in her face. She is really
growing more like Mary in countenance. The little Rowlands--the younger
ones--seem simple enough; but Matilda, what a disagreeable child she
is!"
"The most that can be done with her is to leave her only a poor
creature--to strip her of the conceit and malice with which her mother
would overlay her feeble intellect. This sounds deplorably enough; but,
as parents will not speak the plain truth to themselves about their
charge, governesses must. There is, perhaps, little better material in
Fanny: but I trust we may one day see her more lowly than she can at
present relish the idea of being, and with energy enough to improve
under the discipline of life, when she can no longer have that of
school. She and Mary have been acknowledging to-day a fine piece of
experience. Mr Grey is pleased with their great Improvement in Latin.
He finds they can read, with ease and pleasure, some favourite classical
scraps which he used to talk about without exciting any interest in
them. They honestly denied having devoted any more time to Latin than
before, or having taken any more pains; and no new methods have been
tried. Here was a mystery. To-day they have solved it. They find that
all is owing to their getting up earlier in the morning to teach those
little orphans, the Woods, to read and sew."
"Not a very circuitous process," said Margaret; "love and kind interest,
energy and improvement--whether in Latin or anything else. But what did
you mean just now about truth? What should make the Greys otherwise
than truthful?"
"Oh, not the Greys! I was thinking of the other family when I said
that. But that is a large subject: let us leave it till after tea.
Will you give me another cup?"
"Now; shall we begin upon our large subject?" said she, as the door
closed behind the tea-tray and kettle, and Margaret handed her her
work-bag.
"I am aware that I asked for it," replied Margaret; "but it is a
disagreeable topic, and perhaps we had better avoid it."
"You will take me for a Deerbrook person, if I say we will go into it,
will not you?"
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