Bildungsromans; Germany -- Social conditions -- 1918-1933 -- Fiction; Young men -- Germany -- Fiction
One day it happened, as it occasionally did in our school, that for
some cause or other, another class was sent into our large schoolroom.
It was Demian’s form. We little ones were having Biblical history, the
big ones had to write an essay. While we were having the story of Cain
and Abel knocked into us, I kept looking across at Demian, whose face
fascinated me strangely, and saw his wise, bright, more than ordinarily
strong features bent attentively and thoughtfully over his task. He did
not look at all like a schoolboy doing an exercise, but like a research
worker solving a problem. I did not find him really agreeable. On the
contrary, I had one or two little things against him. With me he was
too distant and superior, he was much too provokingly sure of himself,
and the expression of his eyes was that of an adult--which children
never like--rather sad with occasional flashes of scorn. Yet I could
not resist looking at him, whether I liked him or not. But the minute
he looked in my direction I looked away, somewhat frightened. If to-day
I consider what he looked like as a schoolboy, I can say that he was
in every respect different from the others, and bore the stamp of a
striking personality and therefore attracted attention. But at the same
time he did everything to prevent himself from being remarked--he bore
and conducted himself like a disguised prince who finds himself among
peasant boys and makes every effort to appear like them.
He was behind me on the way home from school. When the others had run
on, he overtook me and said: “Hello!” Even his manner of greeting,
although he imitated our schoolboy tone of voice, was polite and like
that of a grown-up person.
“Shall we go a little way together?” he questioned in a friendly way. I
was flattered and nodded. Then I described to him where I lived.
“Oh, there?” he said laughingly. “I know the house already. There is a
remarkable work of art over your door, which interested me at once.”
I did not guess immediately to what he was referring, and was
astonished that he seemed to know our house better than I did. There
was indeed a sort of crest which served as a keystone over the arch of
the door, but in course of time it had become faint and had often been
painted over. As far as I knew, it had nothing to do with us, or with
our family.
“I don’t know anything about it,” I said timidly. “It’s a bird, or
something like it; it must be very old. They say that the house at one
time belonged to the abbey.”
“Very likely,” he nodded. “We’ll have another good look at it. Such
things are often interesting. It is a hawk, I think.”
We continued our way. I was considerably embarrassed. Suddenly Demian
laughed, as if something funny had struck him.
“Oh, I was present at your lesson,” he said with animation. “The story
of Cain, who carried the mark on his forehead, was it not? Do you like
it?”
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