Bildungsromans; Germany -- Social conditions -- 1918-1933 -- Fiction; Young men -- Germany -- Fiction
Morning lessons had quite changed. They were no longer sleepy and
boring. I looked forward to them. Sometimes we both listened to the
clergyman with the greatest attention. A glance from my neighbor would
suffice, calling my attention to a strange story or a peculiar text.
And another glance from him, a very decided one, acted on me as an
admonition, arousing criticism and doubt.
But very often we were bad pupils and heard nothing of the lesson.
Demian was always courteous towards masters and schoolfellows. I never
saw him commit a schoolboy prank, never heard him laugh out loud or
talk in class; he never drew on himself the master’s blame. But
noiselessly, rather by signs and glances than by whispered words, he
knew how to let me share in his own occupations. These were, in part,
of a peculiar nature.
For instance, he told me which of the fellows interested him; and in
what manner he studied them. He judged many of them with accuracy.
He used to say to me before the lesson: “When I signal to you with
my thumb, so and so will look round at us, or will scratch his neck,
etc.” Then during the lesson, when I scarcely gave a thought to what
he had told me, Max would attract my attention by suddenly bending
his thumb. I would look up quickly at the boy already designated, and
every time, as if attached to a wire, the fellow would make the gesture
required of him. I bothered Max to try this on the master, but he did
not want to do it. But once, when I came into class and told him I
had not done my preparation, and that I hoped the clergyman would not
question me that day, he helped me. The master looked round for a boy
to recite a portion of the catechism, and his roving eye rested on me.
He approached me slowly, stretched out his finger in my direction, and
already had my name on his lips--when suddenly he became absent-minded
or uneasy, put his hand to his collar, stepped up to Demian who looked
fixedly into his face. He seemed to want to ask him something but he
turned away, to our surprise, coughed a little, and put his question to
another boy.
These jokes amused me very much, but only gradually did I notice that
my friend frequently played the same game with me. It would happen
that on my way home from school I had suddenly the feeling Demian was
a little way behind me, and when I turned round, there he was, sure
enough.
“Can you really make another person think what you want him to?” I
asked him.
He gave me information on the subject readily enough, quietly and
pertinently, in his grown-up manner.
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