Bildungsromans; Germany -- Social conditions -- 1918-1933 -- Fiction; Young men -- Germany -- Fiction
I used to go to the Latin school. The sons of the mayor and of the head
forester were in my class and sometimes used to come to our house. They
were wild boys, but still they belonged to the world of goodness and of
propriety. In spite of that I had close relations with neighbors’ boys,
children of the public school, whom in general we despised. With one of
these I must begin my story.
One half-holiday--I was little more than ten at the time--I went
out with two boys of the neighborhood. A public-school boy of about
thirteen years joined our party; he was bigger than we were, a coarse
and robust fellow, the son of a tailor. His father was a drunkard, and
the whole family had a bad reputation. I knew Frank Kromer well, I
was afraid of him, and was very much displeased when he joined us. He
had already acquired manly ways, and imitated the gait and manner of
speech of the young factory hands. Under his leadership we stepped down
to the bank of the stream and hid ourselves from the world under the
first arch of the bridge. The little bank between the vaulted bridge
wall and the sluggishly flowing water was composed of nothing but
trash, of broken china and garbage, of twisted bundles of rusty iron
wire and other rubbish. You sometimes found there useful things. We
had to search the stretch under Frank Kromer’s direction and show him
what we found. He then either kept it himself or threw it away into the
water. He bid us note whether the things were of lead, brass or tin.
Everything we found of this description he kept for himself, as well as
an old horn comb. I felt very uneasy in his company, not because I knew
that father would have forbidden our playing together had he known of
it, but through fear of Frank himself. I was glad that he treated me
like the others. He commanded and we obeyed; it seemed habitual to me,
although that was the first time I was with him.
At last we sat down. Frank spat into the water and looked like a full
grown man; he spat through a gap in his teeth, directing the sputum in
any direction he wished. He began a conversation, and the boys vied
with one another in bragging of schoolboy exploits and pranks. I was
silent, and yet, if I said nothing, I was afraid of calling attention
to myself and inciting Kromer’s anger against me. My two comrades had
from the beginning turned their backs on me, and had sided with him;
I was a stranger among them, and I felt my clothes and manner to be
a provocation. It was impossible that Frank should like me, a Latin
schoolboy and the son of a gentleman, and the other two, I felt, as
soon as it came to the point, would disown me and leave me in the lurch.
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