Bildungsromans; Germany -- Social conditions -- 1918-1933 -- Fiction; Young men -- Germany -- Fiction
“No, I don’t know; I think it’s the miller’s.”
Frank had wound his arm round me, and he drew me quite close to him, so
that I had to look up directly into his face. His look boded ill, he
smiled maliciously, and his face was full of cruelty and power.
“Now, kid, I can tell you whose the garden is. I have known for a long
time that the apples had been stolen, and I also know that the man said
he would give two marks to anyone who would tell him who stole the
fruit.”
“Good heavens!” I exclaimed. “But you won’t tell him anything?” I felt
it was useless to appeal to his sense of honor. He came from the other
world; for him betrayal was no crime. I felt that for a certainty. In
these matters people from the “other” world were not like us.
“Say nothing?” laughed Kromer. “Look here, my friend, d’you think I am
minting money and can make two shilling pieces myself? I’m a poor chap,
and I haven’t got a rich father like yours, and when I get the chance
of earning two shillings I must take it. He might even give me more.”
Suddenly he let me go free. Our house no longer gave me an impression
of peace and safety, the world fell to pieces around me. He would
report me as a criminal, my father would be told, perhaps even the
police might come for me. The terror of utter chaos menaced me, all
that was ugly and dangerous was aligned against me. The fact that I
had not stolen at all did not count in the least. I had sworn to it
besides. O dear, O dear!
I burst into tears. I felt I must buy myself off. Despairingly I
searched all my pockets. Not an apple, not a penknife, absolutely
nothing. All at once I thought of my watch. It was an old silver one
which wouldn’t go. I wore it for no special reason. It came down to me
from my grandmother. I drew it out quickly.
“Kromer,” I said, “listen, you mustn’t give me away, that wouldn’t be
nice of you. Look here, I will give you my watch; I haven’t anything
else, worse luck! You can have it, it’s a silver one; the mechanism is
good, there is one little thing wrong, that’s all, it needs repairing.”
He smiled and took the watch in his big hand. I looked at his hand and
felt how coarse and hostile it was, how it grasped at my life and peace.
“It’s silver,” I said, timidly.
“I wouldn’t give a straw for your silver and your old watch!” he said
with deep scorn. “Get it repaired yourself!”
“But, Frank,” I exclaimed, quivering with fear lest he should go away.
“Wait a minute. Do take the watch! It’s really silver, really and
truly. And I haven’t got anything else.” He gave me a cold and scornful
look.
“Very well, then, you know who I am going to; or I can tell the police.
I know the sergeant very well.”
He turned to go. I held him back by the sleeve. I could not let that
happen. I would much rather have died than bear all that would take
place if he went away like that.
“Frank,” I implored, hoarse with emotion, “please don’t do anything
silly! Tell me it’s only a joke, isn’t it?”
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