Bildungsromans; Germany -- Social conditions -- 1918-1933 -- Fiction; Young men -- Germany -- Fiction
We, who bore the sign, were probably justly considered by the world
as peculiar--yes, mad even, and dangerous. For we were awake, or were
waking, and our endeavor was to be more and more completely awake,
whereas the others strove to be happy, attaching themselves to the
herd, the opinions and ideals of which they made their own, taking
up the same duties, making their life and happiness depend on common
interests. True, there was a certain greatness, a vigorousness, in
their endeavor. But whereas, from our point of view, we who bore the
sign carried out the will of nature as individuals and as men of the
future, the others persisted in a stubbornness which hindered all
progress. For them mankind, which they loved just as we did--was
something already complete, which must be maintained and protected. For
us mankind was a distant future, to which we were all on the way. No
one could image this future, neither did its laws stand written in any
book.
Besides Mother Eve, Max and myself, there belonged to our circle in
a greater or lesser degree of intimacy many seekers of very various
sorts. Many of them were going along their own special paths, had set
up special aims and adhered to special opinions and duties. Amongst
these were astrologers and cabbalists, also an adherent of Count
Tolstoy, and all kinds of tender, timid, sensitive people, followers of
new sects, men who practised Indian cults, vegetarians and others. With
all these we had really nothing of a spiritual nature in common, except
the esteem which each accorded the secret life-dream of the other.
Some were in closer contact with us, such as those who traced the
searchings of mankind after gods and new ideals in the past, and whose
studies often reminded me of my friend Pistorius. They brought books
with them, translated for us texts from ancient tongues and showed us
illustrations of ancient symbols and rites. They taught us to see how
all the ideals of mankind up to the present have their origin in dreams
of the subconscious soul, dreams in which humanity is, as it were,
feeling its way forward into the future, guided by premonitions of the
future’s potentialities. So we went through the religious history of
the ancient world with its thousand gods, to the dawn of Christianity.
The confessions of the isolated saints were known to us, and the
changes of religion from race to race. And from all the knowledge
we thus acquired resulted a criticism of our era and of present-day
Europe, of this continent which through enormous exertions had created
powerful new weapons for humanity, only to fall finally into a deep
spiritual devastation, the effects of which were at last being felt.
For it had gained the whole world, only to lose its own soul.
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