England -- Fiction; Socialism -- Fiction; Socialists -- Fiction
‘Pooh! What does he care about them? If I begin letting men off in that
way, I shall be laughed at. There’s an end of my authority. Don’t bother
your head about them. I must go and get ready for dinner.’
An end of _my_ authority. Yes, was it not the intelligence of her maiden
heart returning to her? She had no pang from the mere refusal of a
request of hers; Richard had never affected tenderness--not what she
understood as tenderness--and she did not expect it of him. The union
between them had another basis. But the understanding of his motives was
so terribly distinct in her! It had come all at once; it was like the
exposure of something dreadful by the sudden raising of a veil. And had
she not known what the veil covered? Yet for the poor people’s sake, for
his own sake, she must try the woman’s argument.
‘Do you refuse me, Richard? I will be guarantee for him. I promise you
he shall not offend again. He shall apologise humbly to you for his--his
words. You won’t really refuse me?’
‘What nonsense! How can you promise for him, Adela? Ask for something
reasonable, and you may be sure I shan’t refuse you. The fellow has
to go as a warning. It mustn’t be thought we’re only playing at making
rules. I can’t talk any more; I shall keep dinner waiting.’
Pride helped her to show a smooth face through the evening, and in the
night she conquered herself anew. She expelled those crying children
from her mind; she hardened her heart against their coming misery. It
was wrong to judge her husband so summarily; nay, she had not judged
him, but had given way to a wicked impulse, without leaving herself
a moment to view the case. Did he not understand better than she
what measures were necessary to the success of his most difficult
undertaking? And then was it certain that expulsion meant ruin to the
Rendals? Richard would insist on the letter of the regulations, just, as
he said, for the example’s sake; but of course he would see that the man
was put in the way of getting new employment and did not suffer in the
meantime. In the morning she made atonement to her husband.
‘I was wrong in annoying you yesterday,’ she said as she walked with him
from the house to the garden gate. ‘In such things you are far better
able to judge. You won’t let it trouble you?’
It was a form of asceticism; Adela had a joy in humbling herself and
crushing her rebel instincts. She even raised her eyes to interrogate
him. On Richard’s face was an uneasy smile, a look of puzzled
reflection. It gratified him intensely to hear such words, yet he could
not hear them without the suspicions of a vulgar nature brought in
contact with nobleness.
‘Well, yes,’ he replied, ‘I think you were a bit too hasty: you’re not
practical, you see. It wants a practical man to manage those kind of
things.’
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account