England -- Fiction; Socialism -- Fiction; Socialists -- Fiction
‘Yes, we can. We ought to. At all events, _I_ ought to. Think what it
means. In my hands the money is used for the good of a suffering class,
for the good of the whole country in the end. He would just spend it
on himself, like other rich men. It isn’t every day that a man of my
principles gets the means of putting them into practice. Eldon is well
enough off; long ago he’s made up his mind to the loss of Wanley. It’s
like robbing poor people just to give money where it isn’t wanted.’
She withdrew her hand, saying coldly:
‘I can understand your looking at it in this way. But we can’t help it.’
‘Why can’t we?’ His voice grew disagreeable in its effort to be
insinuating. ‘It seems to me that we can and ought to help it. It would
be quite different if you and I had just been enjoying ourselves and
thinking of no one else.’ He thought it a skilful stroke to unite
their names thus. ‘We haven’t done anything of the kind; we’ve denied
ourselves all sorts of things just to be able to spend more on New
Wanley. You know what I’ve always said, that I hold the money in trust
for the Union. Isn’t it true? I don’t feel justified in giving it
up. The end is too important. The good of thousands, of hundreds of
thousands, is at stake.’
Adela looked him in the face searchingly.
‘But how can we help it? There is the will.’
Mutimer met her eyes.
‘No one knows of it but ourselves, Adela.’
It was not indignation that her look expressed, but at first a kind of
shocked surprise and then profound trouble. It was with difficulty that
she found words.
‘You are not speaking in earnest?’
‘I am!’ he exclaimed, almost hopefully. ‘In downright earnest. There’s
nothing to be ashamed of.’ He said it because he felt that her gaze was
breeding shame in him. ‘It isn’t for myself, it’s for the cause, for
the good of my fellowmen. Don’t say anything till you’ve thought. Look,
Adela, you’re not hardhearted, and you know how it used to pain you
to read of the poor wretches who can’t earn enough to keep themselves
alive. It’s for their sake. If they could be here and know of this,
they’d go down on their knees to you. You _can’t_ rob them of a chance!
It’s like snatching a bit of bread out of their mouths when they’re
dying of hunger.’
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