Denis Dent: A NovelHornung, E. W. (Ernest William)
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Denis Dent: A Novel
Hornung, E. W. (Ernest William)
Gold mines and mining -- Australia -- Ballarat (Vic.) -- Fiction
"Nan! Nan! I would have you think it over, and over, and over again!"
"But suppose I refused you after all?"
"I would sooner that than be accepted in haste and--and repented of--you
know!"
It was as though he was maintaining his balance for a bet, and near the
end of his endurance even so. Nan watched him with a smile touched by
the last beams of the setting sun, but as she rose the red glory beat
full upon her.
"Very well!" said she. "Then if you won't come to me for your answer, I
must bring it to you."
Night falls like an assassin in that country, but the purple tints were
only beginning when in his very ear she implored him not to leave her
any more, and he held her closer, but said he must. It would not be for
long. Others were growing rich in a day; he would make one more. He knew
it; something told him; and again, something else told her.
Yet she was vexed with herself for her impulsive appeal against a
decision to which she had felt reconciled but the moment before; and
vexed with him for scarcely listening to her appeal, unpremeditated as
it was, unreasonable as it might be. He might have wavered; she would
not have had him yield. His resolution was fine, heroic; she only
wondered whether it was quite human, and wondering, lost the thread of
his defense.
"Think, think!" he urged. "Think what it would be for me to go home in
this ship and marry you as I am, on my poor captain's certificate and
nothing else; and then, only think, if I followed in a few months with a
few thousand of my own behind me! You may say I ought to have thought
of this before. But I did. I told your father so a few minutes before
the wreck. I wanted you to wait for me--I was selfish enough for that
from the beginning!"
The disparaging epithet pricked Nan to interrupt him and take it on
herself. But Denis persisted without a smile.
"Darling, I am selfish about it still; for if I am not worth waiting
for, I am not worth having; but if you can wait only a few months--not a
day more than a year--I will come to you as I should come if it is to
be--but come I will, rich or poor, if I am alive! Nan, darling, I have
everything to gain, only these few months to lose; but I will gain all
the world in them. I will, I will, I will!"
She could not but be infected with his confidence, his enthusiasm, and
his ideal. There in the dusk were the eager Irish eyes glistening and
burning into hers, but there also was the strong north-country jaw set
for success as the needle to the pole. And yet--and yet--she was weeping
on his shoulder as the purple turned to deepest blue.
"I could have helped you, dearest," came her broken whispers. "But no,
not here. It's an awful country. It will break my heart to think of you
in it. I thought, if you loved me ... after all we have been through ...
you would never, never leave me again! But, dearest, I do believe in
you, and I will wait, for you know best."
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