"Mrs. Wade," he said, as soon as the door had closed, "shouldn't I do
better to throw up the game? I hate these underhand affairs! I don't
think I could go through with the thing--I don't, indeed! Speak your
whole mind. I am not a slave of ambition--at bottom I care precious
little for going into Parliament. I enjoyed the excitement of it--I
believe I have a knack of making speeches; but what does it all amount
to? Tell me your true thought." He drew near to her. "Shall I throw it
up and go abroad with my wife?--my _wife_! that is her true name!"
He looked a fine fellow as he spoke this; better than he had looked on
the platform. Mrs. Wade gazed at him fixedly, as if she could not take
away her eyes. She trembled, and her forehead was wrung with pain.
"Do this," she replied, eagerly, "if you wish to make Lilian unhappy
for the rest of her life."
"What do you mean?"
"It seems I understand her better than you do--perhaps because I am a
woman. She dreads nothing so much as the thought that _she_ has been
the ruin of your prospects. You have taught her to believe that you are
made for politics; you can never undo that. The excitement of this
election had fixed the belief in her for ever. For _her_ sake, you are
bound to make every attempt to choke this scandal! Be weak--give
in--and (she is weak too) it's all over with her happiness. Her life
would be nothing but self-reproach."
"No, no, no! For a short time, perhaps, but security would be the best
thing of all for her."
"Try, then--try, and see the result!"
She spoke with suppressed passion, her voice shaking. Denzil turned
away, struggled with his thoughts, again faced her. Mrs. Wade read his
features as if her life depended on what he would resolve. Seeing him
in a misery of indecision, she repeated, at greater length and more
earnestly still, her cogent reasonings. Quarrier argued in reply, and
they were still thus engaged when it was announced that the carriage
waited.
"Let us go!" He threw his overcoat on to his shoulders.
Mrs. Wade caught his hand.
"Are you bent on doing the hopeless thing?"
"Let us talk in the carriage. I can't wait any longer."
But in the carriage both kept silence. Mrs. Wade, exhausted by stress
of emotion, by the efforts of her scheming brain, lay back as if she
had abandoned the contest; Denzil, his face working ceaselessly, stared
through the windows. When they were nearing their destination, the
widow leaned towards him.
"I have done my best for you. I have nothing so much at heart as your
welfare--and Lilian's."
He pressed her hand, too much disturbed to think of the singular way in
which she spoke. Then the vehicle stopped. Denzil assisted his
companion to alight, and, whilst she was opening the house-door, bade
the coachman go up and down till he was summoned. Then he sprang after
Mrs. Wade, learnt from her where Lilian was, and at once tried to enter
the sitting-room. The door was locked.
"Lily!" he called, in a low voice. "Open, dear! It is I!"
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