The key turned rapidly. He rushed in, and clasped Lilian in his arms.
She could not utter a word, but clung to him sobbing and wailing.
"Don't!--don't, dear girlie! Try to be quiet--try to command yourself."
"Can you do anything?" she uttered at length. "Is there any hope?"
"What do you wish, Lily, dearest? What shall I do?"
The common sense of manliness urged him to put no such questions, to
carry her away without a word, save of tender devotion, to escape with
her into quietness, and let all else go as it would. But Mrs. Wade's
warning had impressed him deeply. It went with his secret inclination;
for, at this stage of the combat, to lose all his aims would be a
bitter disappointment. He thought of the lifelong ostracism, and feared
it in a vague way.
"Mrs. Wade thinks he can be persuaded to leave us alone," Lilian
replied, hurriedly, using simple words which made her seem childlike,
though at the same moment she was nerving herself to heroic effort.
"See him, and do what you can, Denzil. I did my utmost, dear. Oh, this
cruel chance that brought him here!"
She would have given years of her life to say "Sacrifice all, and let
us go!" He seemed even to invite her to say it, but she strove with
herself. Sacrifice of his career meant sacrifice of the whole man. Not
in _her_ eyes, oh no!--but she had studied him so well, and knew that
he could no longer be content in obscurity. She choked her very soul's
desire.
"Shall I try to buy him off, Lily?"
"Do try, darling!"
"But can you face what will come afterwards--the constant risks?"
"Anything rather than you shall be ruined!"
A syllable would have broken down her heroism. It was on his tongue. He
had but to say "Ruin!--what do I care for ruin in _that_ sense?" and
she would have cried with delight. But he kept it back.
"Sit down and wait for me. I will go and see him."
One more embrace, and he left her. Mrs. Wade was talking with Northway
in the dining-room, talking hurriedly and earnestly. She heard
Quarrier's step and came to the door.
"In here?" Denzil asked.
She nodded and came out. Then the door closed behind him.
Northway stood near the window. He had eaten--luncheon was still on the
table--and had been smoking to calm his nerves, but at the sight of
Quarrier he became agitated They inspected each other. Denzil's impulse
was to annihilate his contemptible enemy with fierceness of look and
word; and in Northway jealousy fought so strongly with prudence that a
word of anger would have driven him to revengeful determination. But a
few moments of silence averted this danger. Quarrier said to himself
that there was no use in half measures. He had promised Lilian to do
his best, and his own desire pointed to the same end. Swallowing his
gall, he spoke quietly.
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