Despotism and Democracy: A Study in Washington Society and Politics — John Shaqi
Despotism and Democracy: A Study in Washington Society and PoliticsSeawell, Molly Elliot
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Despotism and Democracy: A Study in Washington Society and Politics
Seawell, Molly Elliot
Political fiction; Washington (D.C.) -- Fiction
Constance leaned back quietly in her chair to watch the effect of what
she had said. She felt then a hundred years older than Crane, who
was older than she, and who knew both law and politics well, but was
a child in the science of knowing the world and the people in it--a
science in which Constance Maitland excelled. But even her rebuke had
a fascination for him. No other woman had ever rebuked him--his wife
least of all.
“Do you complain of me,” he said, “for telling you my weaknesses, my
misfortunes? Don’t you see that what you have just told me is proof of
all I have said? You see my faults, you tell me of them, you inspire
me with a desire to correct them. No other woman ever did so much for
me. Is it forbidden to any one to utter a regret?”
“Very often it is forbidden,” replied Constance, promptly. “Unavailing
regrets are among the most undignified things on earth. Is it possible
that you have lived past your fortieth birthday without getting rid
of that school-boy idea that our environment makes us--that a man
is made by his wife, or by any other human agent except himself? So
long as self-love is the master passion, so long will we heed our own
persuasions more than any one else’s.”
“I hardly think you understand how things are with me,” replied Crane,
his eyes again growing sombre. “Yesterday was an epoch-making day with
me. To-day, the first of the new epoch, I make a hideous mistake. It
unmans me; it unnerves me. Not often do two such catastrophes befall
a man together. I follow an impulse and come to you and you are angry
with me. Bah! How narrow and conventional are women, after all!
Nevertheless,” he kept on, rising to his feet and suddenly throwing
aside his dejection, “no man ever yet rose to greatness without making
vast mistakes and retrieving them. This moment the way of retrieving
my mistake has come to me. I will go to Sanders--no, I will write and
keep a certified copy of the letter--saying that I shall withdraw from
my engagements with him. I will refuse to accept the appointment as
Senator and will contest the election with him before the Legislature.
But--but--if only the man who indorsed my notes hadn’t been in the
combine!”
As suddenly as he had rallied, Crane again sank into dejection.
“You don’t know what it is to want money desperately--desperately, I
say,” he added.
“N-no,” replied Constance, slowly. “I think I know the want of
everything else almost which is necessary to happiness--except only the
want of money.”
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