Interplanetary voyages -- Fiction; Science fiction; Space and time -- Fiction
An atmosphere of weary secrecy and suspicion pervaded the avenue. The
voices of the people who jostled him dropped to mumbles as they went
by. Heads were bowed or averted--but eyes glanced sharply.
He let himself move forward with the crowd, meanwhile studying it
closely.
The misery and boredom and thwarted yearning for escape bluely shadowed
in almost all the faces, was so much like that he remembered from his
nightmares that he could easily pretend that he was dreaming--but only
pretend.
There was a distorted familiarity about some of the faces that provided
undiminishing twinges of horror. Those must be individuals whose
duplicates in his own world he vaguely knew, or had glimpsed under
different circumstances.
It was as if the people of his own world were engaged in acting out
some strange pageant--perhaps a symbolic presentation dedicated to all
the drab, monotonous, futile lives swallowed up in the muck of history.
They were dressed, both men and women, in tunic and trousers of some
pale color that the blue light made it impossible to determine. There
was no individuality--their clothes were all alike, although some
seemed more like work clothes, others more like military uniforms.
Some seemed to be keeping watch on the others. These were treated with
a mingled deference and hostility--way was made for them, but they
were not spoken to. And they were spied on in turn--indeed, Thorn got
the impression of an almost intolerably complex web of spying and
counterspying.
Even more deference was shown to occasional individuals in dark
clothing, but for a time Thorn did not get a close glimpse of any of
these.
Everyone seemed on guard, wearily apprehensive.
Everywhere was the suggestion of an elaborate hierarchy of authority.
There was a steady drone of whispered or mumbled conversation.
One thing became fairly certain to Thorn before long. These people
were going nowhere. All their uneasy drifting had no purpose except to
fill up an empty period between work and sleep--a period in which some
unseen, higher authority allowed them freedom, but forbid them from
doing anything with it.
* * * * *
As he drifted along Thorn became more a part of the current, took on
its coloring, ceased to arouse special suspicion. He began to overhear
words, phrases, then whole fragments of dialogue. All of these had one
thing in common: some mention of, or allusion to, the activities of a
certain "they." Whatever the subject-matter, this pronoun kept cropping
up. It was given a score of different inflections, none of them free
from haunting anxiety and veiled resentment. There grew in Thorn's
mind the image of an authority that was at once tyrannical, fatherly,
arbitrary, austere, possessed of overpowering prestige, yet so familiar
that it was never referred to in any more definite way.
"They've put our department on a twelve-hour shift."
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