Interplanetary voyages -- Fiction; Science fiction; Space and time -- Fiction
The research program? But that was crippled by the Committee's adverse
decision, and by Thorn's absence. He couldn't do much there. Besides
he had the feeling that any research program was becoming too slow and
remote a measure for dealing with the present situation.
The Committee itself? But what single, definite thing could he tell
them that he had not told them last night?
His own mind, then? How about that as an avenue of attack? Stronger
than ever before, the conviction came that there were dark avenues
leading down from his consciousness--one of them to a frighteningly
devilish, chaos-loving version of himself--and that if he concentrated
his mind in a certain peculiar way he might be able to slip down one of
them.
There was a devil-may-care lure to those dark avenues--the promise of
a world better suiting the darker, Dawn phases of his personality.
And, if Thorn _had_ been displaced, that would be the only way of
getting to him.
But that wasn't grappling with the problem. That was letting go,
plunging with indefensible recklessness into the unknown--a crazy last
resort.
To grapple with a problem, you had to have firm footing--and grab.
The tattoo ended with a sudden slam of heels. Was this room getting
on his nerves? This silent room, with its feel of tangible linkages
with future and past, its sense of standing on the edge of a timeless,
unchanging center of things, in which action had no place--sapping his
will power, rendering him incapable of making a decision, now that
there was no longer a seer to interpret for him.
The problem was in one sense so clear-cut. Earth threatened by invasion
from across a new kind of frontier.
But to get a grip on that problem.
* * * * *
He leaned across the desk and flipped the televisor, riffling through
various local scenes in the Blue Lorraine. The Great Rotunda, with its
aerial promenade, where a slow subtronic current carried chatting,
smiling throngs in an upward spiral past displays of arts and wares.
The Floral Rotunda, where pedestrians strolled along gently rolling
paths under arches of exotic greenery. The other formal social centers.
The endless corridors of individual enterprises, where one might come
upon anything from a puppet-carver's to a specialized subtronic lab,
a mood-creator's to a cat-fancier's. The busy schools. The production
areas, where keen-eyed machine tenders governed and artistically varied
the flow of processing. The maintenance and replacement centers. The
vast kitchens, where subtle cooks ruled to a hairbreadth the mixing
of foodstuffs and their exposure to heat and moisture and other
influences. The entertainment and games centers, where swirling gaiety
and high-pitched excitement were the rule.
Everywhere happiness--or, rather, creative freedom. A great rich
surging world, unaware, save for nightmare glimpses, of the abyss-edge
on which it danced.
Maddeningly unaware.
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