Interplanetary voyages -- Fiction; Science fiction; Space and time -- Fiction
Thorn sensed something more in the remarks than courteous
knife-twisting. Undeniably, Clawly II was vaguely aware of something
off-key, and was probing for it. Thorn tightened his guard, for he had
decided on at least one thing in the dark--that he would not reveal
that he was a displaced mind, except to escape some immediate doom.
It might be all right if they would consider him insane. But he was
reasonably certain they would not.
Clawly II looked up at him curiously. "Rather silent, aren't you?
Last time we met, as I recall, you denounced me--or was it the things
I stood for?--in the most bitter language, though with admirable
restraint. Can it be that you're beginning to reconsider the wisdom of
recalcitrance? Rather late for that, I'm afraid."
He waited a while. Then, "It's you that hates me, you know. I hate
no one." He caught Thorn's involuntary grimace, the twitch of the
shoulder from which hung the paralyzed right arm. "Oh, I sometimes hurt
people, but that's mainly adjustment to circumstances--quite another
thing. My ideal, which I've pretty well achieved, is to become so
perfectly adjusted to circumstances that I float freely on the stream
of life, unannoyed by any tugs of hate, love, fear, caution, guilt,
responsibility, and so forth--all the while enjoying the spectacle and
occasionally poking in a finger."
Thorn winced--Clawly II's remarks were so similar to those which Clawly
I sometimes made when he was in a banteringly bitter mood. Certainly
the man must have some sort of suspicions and be trying to draw him
out--he'd never talk so revealingly otherwise. Beyond that, there was
the suggestion that Clawly II was bothered by certain unaccustomed
feelings of sympathy and was trying to get to the bottom of them.
Perhaps the independence of quasi-duplicate minds wasn't as complete as
it had at first appeared. Perhaps Clawly I's emotions were obscurely
filtering through to Clawly II. It was all very confusing, unnervingly
so, and Thorn was relieved when their entry into a large room postponed
the moment when he would have to decide on a line of answers.
* * * * *
It was an arresting room, chiefly because it was divided into two
areas in which two separate ways of life held sway, as clearly as
if there had been a broad white line extending across the middle,
with the notice, "Thou shalt not pass." On this side was quite a
crowd of people, most of them sitting around on benches, a few in
black uniforms, the rest in servile gray. They were all obviously
waiting--for orders, permissions, judgments, interviews. They
displayed, to an exaggerated degree, that mixture of uneasiness and
boredom characteristic of people who must wait. Four words sprang to
Thorn's mind, summing them up. _They did not know._
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