O my Master, my Master! I have now endeavoured to recollect my soul in
the presence of God, and to cast myself into the Deep where no creature
doth nor can dwell; that I might hear the voice of my Lord speaking in
me, and be initiated into that high life whereof I heard yesterday such
great and amazing things. But alas I neither hear nor see as I should.
There is still such a partition wall in me which beats back the heavenly
sounds in their passage, and obstructs the entrance of that light
whereby alone divine objects are discoverable, as till this be gone I
can have but small hopes, yea, even none at all, of arriving at those
glorious attainments which you pressed me to, or of entering into _that
where no creature dwells_, and which you call _Nothing_ and _All
Things_. Wherefore be so kind as to inform me what is required on my
part, that this partition which hinders may be broken or removed.
MASTER
This partition is the creaturely will in thee, and this can be broken by
nothing but the Grace of self-denial, which is the entrance into the
true following of Christ, and totally removed by nothing but a perfect
conformity with the Divine Will.
DISCIPLE
But how shall I be able to _break_ this creaturely will which is in me,
and is at enmity with the Divine Will? Or what shall I do to follow
Christ in so difficult a path, and not to faint in a continual course of
self-denial or resignation to the Will of God.
MASTER
This is not to be done by thyself; but by the light and grace of God
received into thy soul, which will, if thou gainsay not, break the
darkness that is in thee, and melt down thy old will, which worketh in
the darkness and corruption of Nature, and bring it into the obedience
of Christ, whereby the partition of the creaturely self is removed from
betwixt God and thee.
DISCIPLE
I know that I cannot do it of myself. But I would fain learn how I must
receive this Divine Light and Grace into me, which is to do it for me,
if I hinder it not my own self. What is then required of me in order to
admit this Breaker of the partition, and to promote the attainment of
the ends of such admission?
MASTER
There is nothing more required of thee at first than not to resist this
grace, which is manifested in thee; and nothing in the whole process of
the work, but to be obedient and passive to the Light of God shining
through the darkness of thy creaturely being, which comprehendeth it
not, as reaching no higher than the _Light of Nature_.
DISCIPLE
But is it not for me to attain, if I can, both the Light of God, and
the Light of the outward Nature too, and to make use of them both for
the ordering of my life wisely and prudently?
MASTER
It is right so to do. And it is indeed a treasure above all earthly
treasures to be possessed of the Light of God and Nature operating in
their spheres, and to have both the Eye of Time and Eternity at once
open together, and yet not to interfere with each other.
DISCIPLE
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