Detective and mystery stories; Girls -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
She made no attempt to rise.
“When do I see you again, Gordon? Life is so blank and miserable without
you. Does Diana monopolise you so entirely? People wouldn’t understand,
would they? I don’t love you and you do not love me. If you thought I
loved you, you would never see me again.” She laughed quietly. “It is
just your soul and mind”--her voice was very low--“just the clear
channel of understanding that makes our minds as one. Love doesn’t bring
that, or marriage.”
“It is rather wonderful.” He nodded many times. “Extraordinary--people
would never understand.”
She thought they wouldn’t.
“I’m just aching for The Day to come,” she said, staring across the
river. “I don’t think it ever will come: not The Day of my dreams.”
Gordon Selsbury had this premonition too; had been waiting all afternoon
to translate his doubt into words.
“I’ve been thinking the matter over, Heloise--that trip to Ostend. Of
course, it would be lovely seeing one another every day and all day, and
living, if not under the same roof, at least in the same environment.
The uninterrupted contact of mind--that is beautifully appealing. But
do you think it wise? I am speaking, of course, from your point of view.
Scandal doesn’t touch a man grossly.”
She turned her glorious eyes to his.
“‘They say: what say they? Let them say,’” she quoted contemptuously.
He shook his head.
“Your name is very precious to me,” he said, not without a hint of
emotion, “very precious, Heloise. I feel that, although the Ostend
season is past and most of the hotels are closed and visitors have
dispersed, as I understand they do disperse from fashionable seaside
resorts, there is a possibility, a bare possibility, that we should see
somebody there who knew me--us, I mean--and who would put the worst
possible construction upon what--er--would be the most innocent
intellectual recreation. It is extremely dangerous.”
She was laughing hardly as she rose.
“I see,” she said. “You are really conventional underneath, Gordon. It
was a mad idea--don’t let us talk any more about it. It hurts me a
little.”
In silence he paid the bill, in silence followed her into his car. He
was hurt too. Nobody had ever called him conventional. Half way across
Richmond Park he said:
“We will go: let us say no more. I will meet you as we arranged.”
The only answer she made was to squeeze his arm until they were flying
down Roehampton Lane, and then, dreamily:
“There is something Infinite in friendship like ours, Man. It is all too
wonderful....”
Diana was reading a magazine in The Study when Gordon came in. She threw
down the magazine and jumped up from the chair (she sat at his desk when
she read, with the exasperating result that the writing surface, which
he left neat and ordered on his going out, was generally in a state of
chaos on his coming in).
“Dinner,” she said tersely. “You’re late, Gord, devilishly late.”
Mr. Selsbury’s expression was pained.
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